Saturday, 6 February 2010'♥
tittle:bothering
2009 has pass by.... welcoming 2010 is like a bless to me... but i juz dunno if its blessfull enough...
my wished fo something different might be coming true...
forgetting the past is really hard and cruel... but i think its simmering down... i ferget all those moments... starting a new page is like starting a new life from the very beginning.....
currently i felt like im kinda lost... contacting someone back might thought of getting me happy and occupy my lonely spaces... but it seems that... someone was bz maybe? or maybe its juz different to be contacting back after quite a while...
people whom i knew now have partners in life... hopefully their happy now... it seems their wish had came true... to find someone new and to be loved....
haiz... am happy for my frens to be happy.... but then come again.. im not happy to myself... i juz feel something missing...something gone from part of my life.... somethings wrong... and it shouldnt be that way..
haiz... maybe i think too much? haiz... and my memory is not that good anymore... i keep forgetting things.. i dunno why... STM maybe? haiz...
anyway.. next week am changing ward... gonna miss some of my pt... "wak" and "shift" aha and he suppose to mention it shave but he says it shift... wth... and my LADY GAGA BIG TIME FAN.... my scared uncle of weight lifting.... the ward will be such a sweet remembrance to me... =)
goin to another ward will be a big challenge now... haiz...
anyway.... juz another 4 weeks and i'll be back in school! ouh gawd how i miss school alot! =)
maybe back to school might change me again? haiz... and i gt another wish..
to bring everyone of us back together and not to seperate... its like the old us in 1.1/1.2... the weeks where we guys are so tight and bonded together... haiz...
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