Saturday 27 February 2010'♥
tittle:lightning bolt
after work today... went out with MH to movie haha woooo.... met at school 1st then off to movie....
percy jackson and the lightning theif and kickin cool!!! wooo
i gave it ermmmm 7? haha was full house so we gt the 2nd row seat... but it was fine for me haha...
then off to dinner at popeye... then zie and iqa came to meet me...
lepak for awhile at the park after iqa went home... and yea... juz sitting and stuff haha
was cool goin out with MH and i wanna go out with MH again!! wooooo
zie i "date" eu next time k? ahhaha
muacks2 ppl!!!
Labels: demigod
Thursday 25 February 2010'♥
tittle:param.assis.
yea2 juz one more week and we're done working wooooo
salary for 1st ward still not in!! haiz i really wanna buy that jacket!! grrrr
anyway got ma paul frank specs.... and today went back to school for the YOG briefing and phototaking... sexy ey? haha hopefully they get the better pic of me haha =P
things being goin ok lately.......
contacting with someone lately.... and i really wanna get into knowing more better..... =P
hopefully it'll be a long way one =)
Labels: YOG
Monday 8 February 2010'♥
tittle: to love...
was wondering... wat does it feels like... when eur datingship was on a rock... eu let go that someone juz to let that someone back together with its partner... and then times passes and now single... eu tried to contact back... and lastly eu end up heartbroken back coz someone changes its mind... its either doesnt wanna contact eu back... or juz change and mend its ways and told eu that we cn never be together anymore...
haiz..
after such long waiting... im still on the rocks of suicide... im creating my own suicide point now... eu thought eu could get the love back and start all over again but it was jeopadized by some unseen circumstances... haiz..
well if thats the case... that is my life... i will never find someone perfect... even juz a date with.... haiz...
i tried to be positive but the reality juz hits my face back...
its juz bull shit... totally...
since i started to noe wats love... always gets the same reason when they wanted to stop contacting... how cliche and irritating is that? haiz....
thats it... im tired of it.... it seems like i always put on too much hopes... isitn that right so? haiz
Labels: it takes time
Saturday 6 February 2010'♥
tittle:bothering
2009 has pass by.... welcoming 2010 is like a bless to me... but i juz dunno if its blessfull enough...
my wished fo something different might be coming true...
forgetting the past is really hard and cruel... but i think its simmering down... i ferget all those moments... starting a new page is like starting a new life from the very beginning.....
currently i felt like im kinda lost... contacting someone back might thought of getting me happy and occupy my lonely spaces... but it seems that... someone was bz maybe? or maybe its juz different to be contacting back after quite a while...
people whom i knew now have partners in life... hopefully their happy now... it seems their wish had came true... to find someone new and to be loved....
haiz... am happy for my frens to be happy.... but then come again.. im not happy to myself... i juz feel something missing...something gone from part of my life.... somethings wrong... and it shouldnt be that way..
haiz... maybe i think too much? haiz... and my memory is not that good anymore... i keep forgetting things.. i dunno why... STM maybe? haiz...
anyway.. next week am changing ward... gonna miss some of my pt... "wak" and "shift" aha and he suppose to mention it shave but he says it shift... wth... and my LADY GAGA BIG TIME FAN.... my scared uncle of weight lifting.... the ward will be such a sweet remembrance to me... =)
goin to another ward will be a big challenge now... haiz...
anyway.... juz another 4 weeks and i'll be back in school! ouh gawd how i miss school alot! =)
maybe back to school might change me again? haiz... and i gt another wish..
to bring everyone of us back together and not to seperate... its like the old us in 1.1/1.2... the weeks where we guys are so tight and bonded together... haiz...
Labels: so cold
