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Sunday 27 December 2009'♥

tittle:dinner with cousins

wooots had dinner with malaysia cousins... they came all the way from sabah,KL,ipoh and alot more.. all the way to johor... so had dinner with them.... went with dad,mom,uncle and aunt... reach johor at 7pm... wait for the other cousins... and off to dinner

ouh b4 that.... i was embarassed by myself.. 1st impression on my johor cousin....
i went to toilet... gonna pee when i heard squicky sound... and when i look in the toilet bowl... I DIE DIE THOUGHT I SAW A SNAKE!!!! i ran out and called my dad to see.... and actually its a RAT IN THE TOILET BOWL!! ouh gawd.... its freaky ok!!! cnnt pee after that haha

so then went to dinner at L.C catering.... had alot of singaporeans customer though... the food was nice... all my malaysian cousins are rich cousins and most of them had DSLR of their own.... so i played with it.. snap alot of pics hahaha then off home ard 11pm...

haiz... im still having fever and it irrits alot! but its ok... =)
aite *poof! dissappear*

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Saturday 26 December 2009'♥

tittle:christmas

ouh goody2 christmas at pats house today... well as we always meet up.. we were kinda an hour + late? haha so us...fahmy,rishi,wira,dann,dinie,me,filzah,brenda,nazira,annu,radyn,yoz,gayus and her bros and sis,saraz attended pat's christmas party...

was cool... 1st though haha woooo gt prezzie!! weee was sad coz i dun have a prezzie for her... well next year cn haha

so left at 7pm+... had fun laughing and enjoying and her mom cook was really special

anyway after loads of fun taking photos and enjoying and came syahirah with her guy...
we then went off...

lepak with wira and filzah though..
anyway today everyone looks gorgeous... or maybe except me... coz they say i always wear the same thing? NVM... i save money and change my wardrobe!! grrr

PS:am having fever right now... =(
nyte2 ppl!! merry christmas! muacks!

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Wednesday 23 December 2009'♥

tittle:gpa gpa gpa

after all stressfull days and almost to tears studying and persevering myself... i oni gt 0.1 grade diff then my last grade..... haiz....

i thought i've done better coz i do felt i done my best... but..... haiz.... nvm... like he says... i gt year2 and CP... but... i always wanna do well in my academics but... i tried my best already!!!

nvm... i still have another year to do better!!!! grrrrr

anyway guys.... am happy that eu guys pass ok!!!! and its goin to year end.... enjoy before 4th jan ok!!! =P

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tittle:out for a picnic

today was such a tiring day... woke up early in the morning to cook something for the others...
fahmy,wira,rishi,me,brenda,syaf,filzah,iffah,aini,nazirah

so went off to meet naz and wira at wlds then to kranji to meet the rest... sad was filzah and iffah was late... haha
so went picnic at sungai buloh and gosh it was such a long,hot,tiring track and i swear i'll listen to wat rishi ask us to wear in the future haha...

reach our destination... rest and waited for filzah and iffah... went off to one of the platform jetty to have our picnic... woooooooo really had fun and full... but pity wira his food is spoiled... haiz...

then after picnic,continued tracking till the whole nature park... off to crocodile farm which is close.... and went on to the bus stop... which eventually starts raining with strong winds... wooo haha best lah!!!!

over all... sawww alot of MONITOR lizards eh...(komodo dragon)*whistle* haha and fishes and terrapins which we had fun time feeding and remind us of sham?huh? haha

then off to wlds to lepak... and now back home and i feel sooo uneasy and feel like scrubbing my whole back....

anyway ppl!! tomorow ok.... results!! 8am!! gd luck!!
muacks2

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Saturday 19 December 2009'♥

tittle:they're home

thanks eh for the last min reminder... i seriously fergot that we had ex school gathering..

so went off to meet the ex silians to have dinner at simpang bedok.... well as always,"malay promises", we suppose to meet at 2+ and end up all gathered at 6+ goin 7.. so had dinner... and went of to grandlink for karaoke... well i miss that part since i had to go to the airport to welcome dear dann and dear radyn from myanmar... wooo

I REALLY2 MISS THEM SOOOO MUCH *tada*
dann's voice sexy now ok ahha wth

reached airport at 845pm...met fahmy at 9pm...met rishi at 10pm haha

so yeah..... went to mac to teman dann for his dinner.... then came along his brothers... wooo then had dinner.. juz to waste time to wait for the next batch flight which includes radyn in ahha sad right? haiyo

so radyn batch was like more merrier? haha and rishi came along! woooo but brenda was late...
srry hunn eu cnt make it to airport... since all of them are off back home...

miss them sooooo much ok!!! anyway lucky theres fahmy and rishi.... or i will be alone welcoming them.... most of the others had things coming up so yea.... haiz....

PS:confirm dann is updating a whole bunch of stories in his blog... haha

anyway i juz gt a dejavu in the train juz now.... and i keep having this odd feeling of meeting someone... but who?
haiz...

filzaaaaaahhhh eur being missed baby haha

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Tuesday 15 December 2009'♥


tittle:out to charcos!!

yea yea... anyway the top vd is ystd dance prac... was me,kiddo and filzah... sweet of her to accompany me for dance prac since i thought i'll be alone dancing haha

anyway... she dance ok!!!

song is did it again remix by shakira...

anyway today... went charcos for lunch with rishi,brenda,iffah,annu,filzah and me... weeee so long ok didnt dine in there... we enjoyed ribs,schnitzel chickens and roasted chicken... was super full ok! till now hahahopefully annu baby enjoyed her day!!! and brenda...FBT OK! haha

so went lepak after that at amk mac near this park....and played that stupid dissing game... and awww how i like one of the question and it makes me smile and sparkle till now ok!!! haha grrrrrr.. so went home ard 10pm...

anyway enjoy the vd peeps!!!

PS:counting days for my dearies to come back to singapore...am missing them...

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Sunday 13 December 2009'♥

tittle:ra ra oh lala

went out heart to heart talking and drinking with annu,filzah and wira..

annu... i noe its hard on eu... but juz let it go ok? people always makes the wrong choice and thought it was right... when doin decisions... human always have fickle minded... dunno which is the right choice to choose from....

eu juz have to believe in fate and move on.... dun care bout the scoundrel... its all over... thinking of something bitter and whining it up is no use... it makes no sense... thinking of something stupid like killing or suicidal is much more worst... no effect at all after the pleasure....

so juz ferget about him... ferget all the heartpain... ferget about how stupid of eur choice had been... theres still light at the end of the tunnel... run towards it... get out from the sorrows and darkness k?

no matter how eu fall... we will always be there for eu...

and one more thing..... DUN EVER GET DRUNK AGAIN... ugly lah eur behaviour haha i cn get scared ok ahha booooo aite3!

nyte2 ppl muacks!

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Wednesday 9 December 2009'♥

tittle:next myanmar

wake up early morning feeling like p.diddy haha

aini woke me up telling she got out from the house.... so bathe and met her ard 11am..
reached t2... saw dinie... and sure they haven check in yet... met up with radyn and dann... gave them a nice tight hug... am soo missing them badly right now hahah i dunno why... do eu? i guess eu do haha

so after sending them off... me and tetek went to bk to had lunch... gotta noe that fahmy was almost otw to airport... wth... ahaha told him they flew off... so me and aini went ard crazy in airport.... oni two of us but lucky we do have something to talk about...

then off back to wlds... change... met up with wira and the gang... the girls were having dance prac... so thought of watching... in the mean time... was choreo-ing for yr2 prom night which eventually was cancelled due to some reasons... haiz...

anyway thought of goin gym but i was too tired dancing haha srry guys...

now back home... miss him and her... and am sooooo tired... gotta go peeps!
muacks!

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Tuesday 8 December 2009'♥

tittle:happy belated b'day fahmy and advance b'day iffah!!

woohoo happy 17th b'day iffah and happy 20th b'day fahmy...waaa i dun even noe how many times i've wished him ahha

well today... celebrated their b'day at town... met up with wira and fahmy in the train... then syaf,filzah,brenda,rishi,dann,dinie,ayme and iffah,annu and aini... woohooo 13 right? did i miss someone out? haha too much ey?

well catch new moon today...well it was a sweet movie... im juz jealous coz everyone had their couples to be with on a sweet movie... except for like 4 heartbrokers including me? and yea... bani and yasser came along... thanks to me for buying eu guys tix ok? hah and thanks for rish for buying us all the tix =) so total up... 15 ppl watching movie!! wooohoo

then off to dinner at cahaya... yasser and bani met up with muhaimin and dzul to play pool.... so yea... the 13 of us had dinner... met syu and wani there... but they went off soon.... so after dinner... went to ion... to this huge christmas tree where eu cn go in and take pics with beautiful lightings..cool shit ok!!! haha and there we celebrated their b;day!! weeee serious ok... its super cool!! i dunno if its sooo sweet for them...

haha well it was pleasent to see this b;day boy juz gt a gf and celebrated b;day together.... =P

went to wheelock place for eating cake and chillax... then to give up their sovunior from medan.. woohooo do eu like it guys? and yea... gave iffah this tiramisu cake for her b;day*personally*... still thinkin of wat to buy for fahmy... dun worry boy.. eu'll get it soon haha anyway their b'day cake is niceer! haha

then off to to shisha at narsin.... bani had to go off... haiz.... then the other jpa boys met us... so 16 of us had sooo much fun time and shisha.... smoke alot... eat... drink... play dissing games... and thats how we celebrated there.... =) gave sooo many ppl kisses today... and we played dare game and i had to kiss two guys on their lips... kiss a girl on her lips... caress a guys butt... grind on a guy butt... and lucky yeah thats the end aha

so now set off and here i am home weeeeee

anyway srry filzah.... i dunno why i keep being angry and i keep scolding ppl for no reasons... am i having pms? i juz dunno... i keep having bad mood... i dunno why...

ouh yea... ystd i dream.... PMS is our next CA? ouh shit... hell no ok!! haha

well i love today... but hopefully im not in bad mood always.... haiz....

i really wanted someone to be there and i wanted someone to talk to me... haiz...
anyway... bani... eu should spend time with us on ma b;day ok! next outing!!

hoho

aha tc peeps... gotta sleep!! muacks!

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Sunday 6 December 2009'♥

tittle:back from medan

WE GOT HELL OF A GOOD TIME THERE FOR 3DAES!!

well its sad that we oni have 3 days... and pathetically we dun have time to shop.... maybe like 20 mins oni?

it started off on the 1st day whereby... OUR FLIGHT HAS BEEN DELAYED! haiz...
we took off at 1035 and reached there at 11am

so we keep our bags at our designated room but the sad part is some of the rooms are not prepared yet....
so we set off to having lunch at this place... i cnt remember the name... i dunno wat wak lah the place...
then had lunch which is super filling and yummy!

then head off to carrefour for shopping... well to be exact... its for the stuff to buy for the poor people and the orphanage.....

so then at night... head off to dinner.. nearby our hotel... well... oni our clan... which is.. me,afiq,marianni,ruziela,filzah,nelly,bani and fad.... the oni yr 1 group which is super noisy,happening and the most kecoh... haha

so at 12am... went off to nelly's crib and had dinner and watching ghost movie... haha well the movie sux lah haha

some of them were off to sleep... left me,filzah and bani where we played "pakistan" with poker card... haha funny lah.. zie juz watch us playing... fad... he looks like he's having hard time sleeping


well i dun have all the photos coz i dun have a camera... haiz... anyway.. the most essential thing while we at medan.... MONEY AND CIGGARETTE.... and hell yeah their cigeratte takes like foreva to finish it up...

so on the 2nd day... went to the poor village which we witness the korban festival... the slaughter of the sheep... which i really cnt watch it but i have to... haiz.... so yea... we miggle with the poor kids... teach them how to the handwashing... it was great and fun haha

so head back to hotel... had dinner and stuff.... then at 10pm... we went to bani's room and yea... we had hell of a time there... jokes,cards,smokes,dinners,laughs and we even gt complained by the level below us that we were too noisy.... even the room at the other end told us... our voice could even be heard inside haha wth!!

well the yr 2 had a prank and they kinda gt in trouble and they ran into our room.... well why they came into our room... is becoz of afiq lah... wth.... well... before everything started... it happens with me and afiq... haha well eu guys should noe.... BOY SAKIT? haha moaning in the phone..PHONE SEX? haha

so yea... had fun in the night till like 4am... we have to sleep coz we had a long day ahead... and we'll be off to singapore in the night...

so next morning.... woke up.. back to our rooms... had breakfast... went out... went to orphanage... and to hear their stories... its saddening arh.... then head back to hotel then to airport and back to singapore!! well daddy send me,afiq,bani and nelly home haha

actually the orphanage part.... the gile clans wanted to go shopping... and so do nabilah,suzanna and some others... suzanna and mommy suddenly change path to the orphanage... haha sad sey... then left us.. the ones who wanna shop... but then we felt kinda bad... but at last... went to this mall for lunch... we hate the place and bani keep wanting to go carrefour haha its ok... i noe wat eu want... next year b'day i buy for eu ok? ahha kecian dier....

but then since its shitty... we change ways to orphanage... haiz... haha

well i like our clans of year 1 over there
afiq,marianni,zie,nelly,filzah,fad,bani and nabilah haha woohooo

elli... she looks quiet but shes ok lah haha and gayi... omg... when eu board the plane...eur scared as shit arent eu? haha now i noe how to disturb eu already haha


kk the juicy bits...
we witness someone snore like nobody's business till zie had hard time sleeping.... haha
then caught 2 person who actually slept like gt parkinson disease... and yes bani.. EU DID SNORE! i heard eu haha

kentot session..... and the best night was at bani's room... we had great time dissing each other and some people... haha we gt scabis couple,horny by digging nose,3breast girl,2 dick guy and some other dirty shit right there haha

izzudin,syaf and fahmy was there to welcome us at airport.... and fahmy... HAPPY 20TH B'DAY!!! really sweet of eu to welcome us... on eur b;day... even though its like few minutes to ending... haha "b'day hug" haha
honoured ok!!! thanks eu three to welcome us =)

it was sooo fun like i dun wanna go back to singapore and still wanna have some more time there

hopefully we'll go together again aite?hopefully in year 2... yes yes.. 10DAES TRIP!! haha

im tired... gtg peeps... muacks!

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Wednesday 2 December 2009'♥

tittle:passport to indonesia

like another 3 more hourse and i have to wake up and get ready to go airport?ZzZZZz

yeap2 tomorow some of the nurses from yr1 and yr2 are goin to medan for some volunteering purposes...
something gotta do with the poor people in medan

so i try to behave and do all my best in in helping those childrens...*ceyyy*

so hell yeah theres gonna be half day shopping woohoo hha
best i guest? well its onli for 3 daes and half a night... so kinda worth it lah haha

but the yr2 is gonna be till 10 days isit? i heard it that wayy... ooo cool shit huh?

i cnt wait to go longer days overseas trip!! haha

anyway.... right when we come back... on the 9th is gonna be dann and radyns turn to myanmar for like 10 days too? i cnt remember... aww i gonna miss them!! haha


anyway peeps... i really gotta catch a sleep... 3 am to get ready... pick bani at his void deck at 430am... haiya... hopefully he's awake and ready by then! haha

aite love eu all... muacks!!

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