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Sunday 25 January 2009'♥

am listening to halo by beyonce!! its super nice song! better listen ahha

guys....IM ABSOLUTELY HAPPY!!! haha well...my wish do come true but not fully there yet...
at last...gt the number....haha ouh well..only azmick,rogue and yan noes why im happy

haha

hopefully my wish will fully come true...and better be before valentines!!!

so dance prac was FREAKING TIRING! gt at yck CC at ard 4+...supposely 3+ but i noe there will be no one!! and the weather was FREAKINGLY HOT!! i guess its kinda ard 37celcius?

REAL HAWT!! but at least its kinda windy haha

well reached there...yan reached 1st...well at the station..met shasha..so we went together...
reach there...change to ma dance attired...and then we kinda prac....

bb msg me where am i...so she came and we prac...well not really...i lead bb and shasha to stretching...and this YAN eh...he keep disturbing us with dead coackroach...urgh!! haha

but then we heck care and continue...and then ard 5+ kat and peeps arrive...and we prac together...well mostly me shasha and yan prac...kat bb and feezah was chattin haha

was soooo tired!! freaking tired!! prac prac prac and at last rogue came!! ahha coz we depending on her for the fully mix song!!

so quickly prac until shasha teacher came to record us!! well this recording is for an audition to be in MTV!! woohoo!!! but caberet seh.... i wish its hip hop! urgh!!

then effie came...lucky he came...so there will be someone to control the song and help to record using hp...haha but i pity him arh..coz he injured his leg due to soccer...haiyo!

then we gave out our full routine and we got tired and kinda cock up but its ok! haha well..then we left... kat,bb,feezah have to rush to another place to teach tarian...effie tag along... me yan and rogue went to coffeshop and buy some drinks

THANKS TO ROGUE NOW IM CRAVING FOR TUNA SANDWICH! ahha
sedap lah! cnt help it! haha

so then otw home....msg² happy² OVERJOYED! then reach home...too tired...slept!! next morning watch spongebob.. then someone called...say me sombong... was tired...put down the phone and went to bed... watch spongy

haha

then afternoon ard 4+...met nadia and ika...went out to town..searching for supra and shoes AND FOUND IT!! WAS SUPER HAWT!! HIGH CUT $350!! FCUK! SO IM BUYING NORMAL BUT HAWT ONE!! $170 haiyo!!!

salary not enough....then we went to wisma...walk ard...then went to esplanade..lepak...nadia frens came....so lepak at marina staircase...*which i really dun like!! coz eu noe peeps..eu noe...*

then went home bathe and sleep...was dead tired..

today EARLY morning...mother woke me up.... continue to fill in icing on cupcakes and fill in the butter cream and glazed strawberry in pastry tarts...got tired and went back to sleep

now FULLY awake...chatting with hakim and cant wait to finish the post haha

kk tc yaw!!!

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Friday 16 January 2009'♥

fridae...16 jan...finally checkin my ite result and WTF!!!

i still didnt get in!! waaaaaaa

now i applied for april intake...and have to waaaaaiiiitttt AGAIN! haiz

so there...thats me...keep-waiting-always type of guy.....

anways...been on the phone late night with azmick...walau!he's crazy then i should noe...
saw him last year on hari raye...i thought he was like typical ppl who doesnt even smile to any stranger...but when came to noe...HE'S CRAZY...PERFECT TYPE! aha

so when we kept talking at night...he keep freaking out ard 1+...heard movements and stuff...waa it freaks me out too...but i act im not even scared haha

well ystd i listen to radio...on tv...which is kinda confusing for eu guys to think... well turn to suria and they were tuning to ria...its 12midnight...and for all ria listeners...eu noe wats at 12midnight..

yes...ghost stories..which kinda creeps me out sometimes...so ystd..they told about someone...in a lift..alone at night....and the lift got jam..and she freakingly heard a lady whispering to her...even though shes alone in the lift...freaky huh??

then i got scard i turn turn to okto..which they tune to this song...thanks to 98.7fm and azmick...i noe the song.... love story by taylor swift...its sooo sweet...the song...soo soo soo very sweet!!!

so we chatted...and got tired and hangup...

well today ma cousin got married...was great..coz they held wedding dinner at fort canning park..which is beautiful when its ard 4+ goin 5 pm... should go there sometimes.... and so...the food was great...and the waiters...wow! their hawt!! haha should get their numbers! oops!! haha kidding lah!!

so then went home... well it sounds kinda bored...and yes...kinda bored....

btw currently...the album i am sasha fierce by beyonce...im kinda loving it...i mean the emotional songs...they are like alll soooooooo emotional that it could almost bring me to tears...and sometimes...the song suites me!!

well heres some of the list...
if i were a boy,broken hearted girl,disappear,ave maria....

well this song kinda touched me...its like really emotional...

k lah i gotta rest... tomorow and sunday...gt wedding again...gonna be tiring!! aha ouh well
tc yaw!!
chaoz!

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Monday 12 January 2009'♥

random eh oh haha

oh well..... last sat.... waduh!! gt dance comp...weee at RP.... well lets start....

in the moring...was rushing to skool...as in my secondary skool.... help out the modern dancers with the makeup...well like im the oni alumni there k in the modern dancer...waaaa!!

so then i saw their preview for SYF...although its contemp...its super nice lah the choreo... but the oni thing....they have to improve in their dance.... hopefully they could bring up silver again..or better still...gold!! haha...and btw guess wat? im like their accesories eh... ma baseball cap...raynerd lend....,ma belt..halim...my jacket...mira... and i was left like kinda...shoe shirt and pants...haiyo!!

then after that...at the booth...we pulled alot of ppl to join in the moderndance!! was happy as 17 ppl sign up!! weee!!!

kk after that...went to canteen eat food from cik mas stall!! i miss the food!! waduh!! it does taste the samE!!1 haha

so then...aini and the gang...went to eat ice kacang and i went home...big business lah... WTH!!hha

so then met them at soraya house...ard 1+...then when arrive yelah...me and zhenqi make frens with soraya parents...BAEK KEPE! haha

talk² bla bla...went in to soraya room...aini was like acting model....showing of wat cap to wear...and i put on makeup for soraya.... haha and sheril too...

well then..met kiddo and frens at BNS...which is kinda....ermm...he's fren like didnt talk to us much... and even go seperate ways after the dance comp...ouh well

the dance comp was great!!!! k lah cnt explain...too long lah!! 3Ot did well lah...even though 1st eva comp seh!! haha

and btw...b4 that....i gave hakim,mira,yanie,halim a good luck hug... but theres this something....when i hug hakim..i felt sad...i dunno y...maybe becoz of he sick??? ntah lah

haha so after the comp...went banquet to eat and then watch movie....passenger...thanks eh soraya....said its scary but actually sad and romantic! urgh!!

then...lepak...then go home...

waaaaaaaa theres alot to tell..but im tired!!! today i followed my parents go shopping for wedding gift...haiya im tired!!

haha kk lah tc yaw!!!! maybe i'll add up the juicy parts of this....when im free haha
k tata!!

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Wednesday 7 January 2009'♥

haiz...tomorow is the day.... for my appealing result to be approve...
9am!!

haiz....hopefully i get it!! i wanna skool...even though i've been staying home for almost a week...im soo bored and fallen into high fever again..

till now!!! haiz... juz took panadol active fast...
hopefully recovered...gonna sleep soon btw!!

so things in 2009 kinda shocking for me....trevvy irc was like useable now for me!! i could chat in it again!!

and i guess im in a crush!! 2009's crush!! and now!! all it starts with a simple word starts with and 'F'!! it has the sweetest sounds....i mean come one...that name? it aint simple to listen to haha

its crush dearies...ya'll should noe!!if eur into someone...the name...its like the sweetest thing that could be remembered....and im not gonna make maself into a one sided lurver again!

actually im gonna like burst into tears right now....listening to disappear by beyonce.... its soo touching...remembered me of my past...

in my mind right now....I MISS MY SWENSENS MATES!!! I MISS BEING IN A SKOOL... I MISS MA SECONDARY SKOOL MATES!! i guess wat people say was right...eu gonna miss eur secondary school...well for me ya...i miss everything!! the fun,the laughter,the cheating,missing lessons but i dun miss the disciplines ok!

i dunno wat came into me...i started to miss every single person i found in my love life...all the person i eva fall in love with...i cried everytime b4 sleeping... i always reflect back wats actually in me.... most of all.... i actually kept my emotions TOO MUCH.... i cried deeply,silently without noticing on 31st dec.... no one noes except for me... i talked alot...i laugh....i kept someone's secret....i wash my eyes... i act normally....happy go lucky...but actually i cried...cried alot inside... till i went home at 5am and slept..... i cried becoz of happy..at the same time...broken hearted...

i cried coz 2008 left me suddenly....cried of happines coz all my sorrows in that year was over...but it followed me till 2009 now...haiz....

i guess i continue my life this way...hopefully a relationship b4 valentines...haiz
withlove=)

~ash~

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Saturday 3 January 2009'♥

aiyayayai...

ma mother...haiyo!! she brainwashed me!!!

haha wanna noe the story..
well it started out as mom and son went to window shopping to find 2 gifts for ma cousin wedding...

went to face shop...mom thought she wanna buy any package available...end up... i search for some facial stuff and she brainwashed me!! together with the retailer!! argh!!!

she ask me to buy the crystal pearl eye serum which cost me $60...a ten piece package face mask worth $40 and an raspberry eye patch worth $10....even a pimple cream which is $15

total spent in that shop less then 30mins=$125!!! argh!! mommy!!!!

then its payback time!! went to breeks and ask ma mom to blanje me dinner...we bought...cream mushroom pasta,lasagne,buffalo wings,chocolate tower,passionfruit ice lemon tea,ice lemon tea,grilled beef salad and it cost us $70 muahahahahahahahahah

evil kan? well at least its payback! haha after she force me to fork out almost $130 on just a face!?!

so then went to a CD shop and bought scary movie 3..sister act 1 & 2 haha

best seh!!! watch all three ystd and me,brother and mother laugh like hell!!

at ard 12+ me and mommy wear eye mask...raspberry seh!! the smell was gorgeous!!! and brother wear my lemon mask!!! argh!! that str8 guy trying to be vain!!
WELL IM VAINER!! haha

terok kan? mommy gave beauty tips...maybe she wants me to be a male model...(mcm paham) haha and i have to shed this hedious BABATS!! argh!!

kk ya'll tc!! and remember....spend WISELY but not TOO WISELY..other wise... eu regret!! haha

tc!!

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Thursday 1 January 2009'♥

haha prangai juicy!! ouh well

i think ystd....was a really lucky day for me....
since it was ma b'day haha

went to swensens....this hawt supervisor from wlds swensens usher us in....
well mukmin dared me to make a conversation to him....
at last that hawt person talk to me...he ask me which swensens i work coz i noe some codes in that restaurant...haha so i no need to make the 1st start!! happy seh!!

then when at starbucks...bought rasp frap and cranberry turkey...then this hawt guy from starbucks made me the bread...aww another bonus for me haha waaaa!!

thats all the juicy bits...and and i manage to WASH EYES!! haha done!
kkeh...thats all haha actually im juz speaking out on ma mind..so much for internet diary haha

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'♥

so ystd was the last day of 2008..and its ma birthday btw...
so yea

HAPPY B'DAY TO ME!!!

haha...so i treat aini,zhenqi,sheril,kiddo,soraya,mukmin and he's date at wlds swensens...
we ate alot and cost ME $100+ haha waaa all full so we went to countdown at wlds...

GOODNESS ITS FREAKING BORING!!!! LIKE NO CLIMAX AT ALL!!!
so then met zul...and lepak with the f2dm,sphintrix and rounchy people...wow i like them coz their noisy like me haha

but then oni some lah i talk with haha...so i ton till 5am+...haha
ahqi,sheril and aini went to work at 1030pm...mukmin and maddy which jOin us later went home at 1+...mukmin date rush home coz he grandma pass away minutes after new year...kesian seh.....haiz...must send condolence to he's date...

so then soraya and me lepak with zul...like kesian dier...mcm lonely...so i kept talking and making people laugh till their jaws are in pain!! ahha

then soraya left home at 3am+...haiya..otw sending....saw eileen and khalia all...eileen bought klassik eh?green apple...keep asking her for some haha mcm sedap gitu...

then i continue lepak with new peeps....haha

5am+ went home with farah(china girl) haha
sent her home then i went home....

reach home....bathe wait for dawn prayers...sarrrpp alim seh!! haha

then sleep...woke up at 12pm+ coz ma hp keep ringing!! haha k tc peeps!!

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YALL!!!

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MusicPlaylist
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Him ♥

Nur Azhar/Ash
17
dancing/singing is his passion..
chocolates is his love..
loud,jokes,critisicing,care are his characteristics...

His Wishlists ♥

adidas gym+sling bag
supra gold high cut
nokia hp 5730
a relationship
to HAVE A LEAN BODY!!
a small cute lappy
a time machine*impossible lah dey*

SCREAM;TALK ♥


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Dancers ♥

Ann♥
Aryan(Versatylers)
Amira(sec3)
Ainikinikazey
Ahh Qi
Ayiz
Azhari
Azizi
Ahyeen
BB
Bella
Feezah
Furbee
Fadh(3Ot)
Elfarahlee
Farah(china girl)
Greg
Haz
Halim Tweeniie
Kiddo♥
Kimmy*Hakim*(Halim's fren)
Nina
Nadia(Cheerlat)♥
Rad
Rebecca
Rogue
Ruth(aini fren)
Siti(30t)
Sham(Versatylers)
Syaiful(Kiddo fren)
Soraya Minahh♥
Tobi
Wawan Freak
Yenny miz'c

My Affiliates ♥

Aikha(ExEVPS)
Anna
Ais
Aann
Alvin(Kiff's)
Aul
Ayuni
Ash(Frensta fren)
Dill(Kiddo fren)
Dayah (Niece)
Emah love-d
Ejat thankkasih
Fahmy
Fadhil D'Jest
Fiona
Farhana EVPS yaw!!
Faiz
Hul
Ifa
Kila
Kydd
Lilly
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Natasha
Ryzal Rednose
Shindy
Shekyn
Shahidah
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Wansy
Yfa
Zaza
Zal EVPS?
Zal

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Dann♥♥
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