Thursday 29 October 2009'♥
tittle:slow down
baby filzaaahh... cheer up k? we always be there for eu dearie!! *hugs,muacks*
thanks for makin me melata and slapping ppl haha
and yea... brenda gt a malay name... BAIZURAH haha cn or not arh? nice tak? haha
and omg.... an accident happen.... lips touch lips... eee disgusting!! ee pui pui pui!!!! eeee hopefully tomorow everyone forgot the incident!!
anyway nadia played soccer juz now... run with her pantat jek lebih ahha... jersey orange? LIKE HEY!! EUR FAV COLOUR! I MISS EU GILE!! haha
and yea... still waiting for my salary and lappy... haiya...
dann's spec make me look hot... CEYYYYY haha cam paham!!!!
anyway... now my fav thing to do is kissing and hugging! eu girlfrens noe it!! ahha moist lips ey? ahha
MUACKS MUACKS haha
Labels: waduh
Monday 26 October 2009'♥
tittle:i cnt be bothered
haiya!!!! waiting for ma parents to come back... still not reaching home yet! wth!!!! grrrr
i need their copies of i/c's and cpf's for the opportunity fund to get a lappy...
and when i bought it... it'll soon be me in ma own world... heck care for ma brother whose gonna use this dusty desky... after all... he's conquering it...
anyway... supposely we were to study today.. but end up gossiping.. went home at 6+... reached home at 8+... skool life isint the same without the full clan... wth is with ayme and iffah... haiya... haha
anyway... GOODBYE.... a random say for a random post? maybe?
maybe i should delete ma blog and start afresh? or not to blog after all...
since i've been doin wrong posting in here... and ALOT OF IT.... or maybe a new chapter... let all the past tense juz be past tense... starting from now... a new things with new life in this blog... no more the old past? maybe i should.... i know im in the wrong... im srry... in anyway im hurting anyone.... coz if eu all dun realise... NUR AZHAR HAS A HUGE EGO... or maybe juz idiot... i carried those feelings till leading stoopid unreasonable behaviour....
i should be the old me back..... the one who doesnt care about the world...
Labels: black lappy
Friday 23 October 2009'♥
tittle:nothing else
today... i dunno why i go hyper during team building haha... maybe thanks to redbull? haha
well teambuilding was fun... gt crazy while we doin paper tower... haha certain ppl will noe haha oops! srry yer for ma craziness... till iffah is scared of me haha
lately... my mood is soo out of hand... the minute im happy the next was crazy and suddenly turn moody to sad.... haiz.. when i think of it... im frustrated and i juz feel like shouting... but it cnt be done... its useless thinking of it
is ma past hitting me back? i dun wan to... i agree with filzah.. this year is such a bad year... with all stupid things goin on... with all the worst things we could have imagine tripped us... haiz... wat we doesnt want.. actually came... why? its hurting! why must our life trippin this year? haiz... hopefully 2010 is all the good sweet stuff... haiz...
its been 4months pass... and i felt a total difference...things changed... totally.. like who doesnt agree with it... every term... things change... haiz... for the good... better... bad or worst... haiz...
for me... its bad to worst... ever since 2005 but the oni good things i treasure was frens... but hopefully by next year.. it'll change... change to a new start... a good thing... a special person to be there for me?
thinkin bout the past juz hurts me and hearing more shocking news hits me more and unimaginable... i juz wish it didnt started out... i wanted to change the past... but its too late... now im stuck... stuck in the present......haiz
Labels: the past hits me
Thursday 22 October 2009'♥
tittle: happy 21st darling!!
yea yea yesterday was her 21st birthday!! our dear SITI FILZAH BTE RAHIM!!!!
so actually we told her we wanna go study at popeye terminal 3 there... so after skool... went change... then went over there....
bought her last min... a bottle of jelly beans!! haha then we act as if we're having study group.. alot of us... 12 of us... the whole clan!! haha and some other ppl... so yea.... but the biggest surprise was aina... holding the cake and us wishing her loudly at popeye... such an attention seeker haha
its was such a good surprise that she actually burst into tears haha... we love eu always siti filzah haa
the one who came down and celebrate is much appreciated..
iffah,me,ayme,dann,aina,annu,yusri,aini,radyn,kay,rishi,brenda haha
so then we departed.... me,dann,rishi,aina,annu,iffah,ayme and dear filzah bored the train toward jookoon.... but we seperated.... haha we open the presents... and it was such a fun thing haha... and rishi start the irritating screech thingy haha eeeeeeee wanna me see scratch like one crazy pontianak isit? haha then gt this guy.. SOOO SUPER CUTE... but like funny lah... he listen to songs soooo loud and even sing along silently with it... haha but he's such a cutie... me iffah and ayme dun mind at all haha awwwww
then me,aina,annu and filzah drop by vivo to drink.... and guess wat? i gt drunk!! omg.. its becoz of a topic which made me real upset.. i juz cnt imagine it... its unthinkable... haiz... i drank till drunk then lucky adi send me and aina home... i love eu aina... haha imy sooo much!! haha
so i was sent home... gt home... vomit ma hearts out... bathe and slept... and back to skool... hangover... baek arh.. smue muke stoink haha me,filzah,annu the sexiest stoink bitcher haha
2nd part...haiz.... its obviously its such a big change now... he's different then before... he reflects was i think of him the 1st day i noe him.... and we always argue... i dunno why we argue... but maybe isit my karma? i always being sarcastic... and isit this time... i getting it back by someone... so surprisingly? im tired to think of it anymore.... i've had enough of being drunk coz of keep thinking wat will happen next to him... but its getting no use... haiz... the things that i dun expect him to do... he's doin it... haiz... i dunno lah.... im juz too tired.... maybe i juz try to forget everything...
Labels: filzah darling b'day
Sunday 18 October 2009'♥
tittle:happy deepavali..
well yesterday.... went deepavali to rishi's house... srry im late... coz i was damn tired from dance prac yesternite... and stuck at sengkang and went home late in the morning..
not enough sleep i tell eu...
so met filzah,nazirah and wira at bns... went off to novena... bought old pollar cake for dearest sweet 18th birthday brenda... which we guys will pay back to nazirah tomorow k? DEY! haha
went to rishi house... haha 1st time goin deepavali.. was super uberly excited.... aha the food was nice! nasi minyak with curry kambing,ayam masak merah... and this pineapple with onions and cillies and vinigratte them... yummy! but i was on diet... so i took a little... went in to rishi room... waaa
smoking+bitchin+phototaking+drinking and celebrating port in there... which actually surprise brenda and she almost gt into tears of joy... omg!! haha happy birthday dear girl! haha
we force her to drink a little of carlsberg since its her 18th birthday ahha srry lah for always promptin up.... i drank a little since i hate beer... urgh! haha and was kinda disappointed in a moment... then we slack till sham and his gf came... talk more... bitch more... was superfun... the best was the MJ joke haha... oops nazirah!! ahha
after deevali-ing in rishi's house... we departed.... let me and filzah... went to ion orchard... walk around... then to far east... and waited for jas... then went dinner at subway... then went slacking at borders... haha
siak arh!! we suddenly open up ghost encounters topic... and we start talking for almost 2 hours... and filzah gt really scared... sadly jas had to send her back haha
went back at 10+ then i reach home... was super tired and didnt get to online and chat with ma dearie filzah.. nvm... monday we talk more k? ahha
PS:im currently really dissapointed in this particular person... he changed... totally... i dun like the new him... i want the old him back... haiz..
ppl change...
Labels: happy deepavali
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tittle:deeparaya performance...
currently enjoying watermelons!!! its such a wonder after a hot dae... and juz gt back from ma dance performance for deeparaya at yck cc
ok the event was boring... dangdut here and there... then the aunties uncles of all races... karaoke... then performances... all the senior² ppl... all like 40+ like that... then the youngest was the malay dancers... and us... THE MOST SPECTACULAR GROUP OF THE DAE!! yea!! ahha ceyyy but to be truth it is... we outstand the whole event haha... but crowds was boring... haiz...
met ain at yck mrt at 2+ then proceed to dance... then yan came at 2+goin 3... dance till we drop... make up at 6+.. went off to the event at 7+pm.. perform...
well rogue was there... yan was dropping to pieces.. was funny looking at his reaction... supposely theres nothing bad goin on haha
then went perform then tada!!! was great... although they fergot steps... but rogue commented us... and i heard it... was wonders... i was BLUSHED! since she says the choreography is good!! cey cey.. azhar cn choreo seyyyy but need to improve more better haha to be doper... to be in competitions and upgrade our group....
now my wishlist is to have a new contact lense... its super irritable now!! grr
anyway... juz now.. after performance.. saw these two kwats and a girl... eeewwww seriously!! i've got to bitch about them... its a must...
well eu see... kwats... they intend to be thin.... then critics all those ppl who're fat... like saying that thin is the in thing and if eu gotta be kwat... eu gotta be thin... LIKE WTF!! saw me... walk ard get to to near me... juz to walk past and bitch loudly saying that im fat... well hello!!! if eur a true kwat... and eu hate the fatties... come tell me face to face... and see whose face will turn red... and wat? seriously... look eurself in the mirror... the girl.. like total mina-rep wearing... with like wat? tights and those stupid thin sweater... which eur PMS smells like a dead rat stuck in eu for ages.... and that two kwats... ok i cn saw one look presentable... but eu dissed me? well how bout.. eur thin... eu dun have a butt... eur a freaking btm and eu look like a stick... one kick or one blow... eu'll be off to the next town... and the other kwat? plz... baggy shirts and jeans... with specs... then walk and act so kwat... like as if ppl wants to get to noe eu... srry... eur thin... YES EUR THIN... BUT FUGLY... eeww!! eu two kwats are juz dumb! look like 15years old or somethin? ouh ya.. fergot... YP's!!(young people) juz developed up to be a kwat... and starting curiously to be in the gay world.... srry... sit there... study properly.... get eurself in tertiary level... get more experience in the outside world... then eu cn bitch about me k? i bet if i ask the other kwats to join me and to ask if they noe eu.. they wouldnt... coz eur juz plain stupid... ouh yar... juz wishing eu two dumb kwats... WELCOME!
if eu dun bitch about me... if eu were to praise bout ma dance... i gladly praise eu back nicely but since eu saw how kwat i was when i dance... srry... thats vogueing if eu wanna noe... not like eu guys... once i on vogue element songs... ask eu to dance.. the oni thing eu noe is shaking eur booty thats all... srry... think twice ok... dun try to bitch bout me girl... coz eur head will be right down being stepped with ma foot.... if eu cn prove me wrong... come... show me and prove me that im wrong.... nabuey... srry eh... muke mcm taik... balik cebok tu muke.... jumpe... bebual depan k faggots? tc k?
haiz... new kwats nowadays... think that they own and recognise by many... i gladly accept new kwats as ma frens.. if they appreciate others... not like those guys... who thinks they sooo popular... bullshit..
Labels: deeparaya
Wednesday 14 October 2009'♥
tittle:back to campus
*POOF!* (dust scatters)
ouh gawd... i didnt upload for soooo loongg!!!
well practically im back to campus!!! omg i missing skool life!! haha
-well skool time was kinda relax for this module... THANK GOD!!
-things have changed.... im lost always.... haiz....
-anyway... i gt rashes on ma hand and it swells... grrr!!!! i hate ma bangle...
salary is still not in.. i feel like smacking for that person who didnt upload our salary in...
-i have things to buy but the salary not in yet...
-saving money to go brisbane with frens next year...!! weeeee
and tada!!! plz plz... class chalet this december!!!
and for the party for the december babies!!
and i gt deeparaya dance performance and the choreo not really complete and didnt even remixed... and i hate the venue performance.... i hate the crowds i gt no freaking young ppl to watch... all aunties and uncles... like wat do they understand our concept... they juz want entertainment.. wth haha
k i gotta go... i have to sleep... my head hurts... my eyes are almost tearing... i dunno why... i feel confuse all of a sudden... haiz
Labels: campus back
Thursday 1 October 2009'♥
tittle:1st time raye!
yea yea!!! for the 1st time! raye witht the nursing mates! yea!!! am sooo freaking happy!
well since ystd went raye with the sec 5.. which is kinda kecoh... and met shedah,normi at kak gal house... and came home at 3am and slept at 4am... supposely meet naz and ika dimple and bns at 10... I WOKE UP AT 11AM! shit!
so woke up and get ready!! lucky ika dimple was late too!! so got ready.. went to interchange and wait for her... ahha and suddenly gt inside joke about batteries haha
so then reached ainni house at ard 1+... met them there... then continue raye to filzah's house!!! yea! eur house and the area is cool ok!! grrrr haha should go down there someday! ahha then went to atikah johari house!! well we travel from lakeside to clementi then to pasri ris... then ard bedok.. which is sham,radyn and ardillah.... well naz had to go off by then... then last... my house... ahyelah!! haha
well we ate at ainni house... then at radyn and my house best eh... PIZZA! haha yea!! since theres no food at ma house... tada! special treat from azhar! haha.. well today raye was super fun! cnt wait to karaoke on the 7th! woohoo!!! haha
and today! i gt cool partners!
iffah=laugh and wink partner!
amy=couple of the dae
radyn=giggle partner
filzah=eating partner
ika dimple=battery partner
haha ouh gawd! all were enjoying... is juz that i pity dinie...*dann's brother* he looks soooo quiet... haiz... should talk alot soon! haha
kk tc peeps! need ma beauty sleep! tada! ahha
MUACKS!
Labels: 1st time raye
