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Monday 29 September 2008'♥

baik skali!!

today's paper is SICK!!

woke up early in the mornin...soo nervous of my N combine science paper!!
haha

went to skool....learn sumtin last min and guess wat?gt the physics paper..cn menyumpah eh!!

some question like i neva seen it b4...WTF!!haiz....i didnt even do the question b4...ohno!!!
then chemistry was ok!! at least i tried to do everything!!hopefully i got B4 for combine science!!!

all up to geography to make me pass ma combine humans!!!

maths paper 1 was okay...i got to try all the question but oni 3 questions i couldnt do it...I FERGOT!! haiz!!

but overall its ok!!!

so member is stressed right now!! ma pizza arrived woohoo!! cnt wait for buke to eat!!weeee

k tc peeps!!

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Sunday 28 September 2008'♥

argh!! today...haiz...gotta clean house right after i woke up!!

haiz tired oi!!

clean the window,vacuum,arrange ma room and stuff...

AT LAST ITS DONE!! i vacuum almost everything...even my merah!!*ma cat*
haha terok seh!!

now ma mom goin to buy food for buke!!! and damn it!! tomorow N level seh..combine human and maths paper one!! haiz

and btw...a big HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY to AFIY(frensta fren)



kk in vietnamese=chuc mung sinh nhat tan thu 18!!

in mandarin=zhu ni 18 sui sheng ri kuai le!!

in tagalog=happy b'day poh wow 18 na xa!!

and in malay!! SLAMAT HARI JADI YANG KE 18!! haha



saarrpp multi racial arh ash!!! haha

haha
even though i dunno him that well
k lah till here...i wanna watch this jeff dunham video thing haha...cnt stop laughin with ma brother....since i watch it from 11pm to 2am...haha terok terok terok hehe

kk tC!!!

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woohoo

best skali or wat!!!! at last the VERSATYLERS got a reunion juz now!! im like IM SOOO MISS EU GUYS SOOOOO MUUUCCCHH!! ARGH!!!

haha and some couldnt make it haiz...sob²

so met yan at BPP(bukit panjang plaza) around 630....before that..i was at library from 11 am to 430 pm juz to kill time with jamaliah,afiqah and frens...and OMG...that guy whose jamaliah's fren..WAS SUPER HAWT i tell eu!!! argh!!! his face almost look like gino from F4 crew...ma good!! too hot!! haha

so then met soraya at 530...went to BPP and met yan and proceed to naked fish to buy for BUKE hehe

met furbee,rebecca,hakim there...woooohoo!! I SUKE!! haha they also goin to watch the hip hop dance competition..which is pathetically boring!! boohoo!!!

went to see the comp which started at around 7...and its was boring for the guest performance and the 1st 4 crew...after that...things went HOT!!

i like eh all the way...rouge came at 8+..woohoo!! i missed her and hug her like hell!!!

saw yenny and frens!! also hug them like hell!! OH I MISSED THEM SOOO MUCH!!

so then...after the comp...slack at starbucks and went home!! haiz..time flies soo fast!! RAYE MUST COME AITE!! haha


k lah readers till here!! im dead beat now!! haiz
kk tc!!! MUACKS!!

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Friday 26 September 2008'♥

today!! fuuh!! im full!!

haha

went buke with fiqah,jamaliah,halim,shamiela,hakim,hazierah,natasha,zulhaidi,wawa

yep² this all are new peeps i gotta know!! hehe weeee except for the 1st 4..hehe dah kenal lame oi!!

ermm we ate at the good trust eating there...woohoo!! sedap oi!!! but too bad arh...it cost us $80 eh!!

mampose!! kalah restaurant!! ish²...terok terok terok haha

so then...went to jetty...but jamaliah had probs with her leg....salah urat 24hrs eh!! aiyayayai!!then we proceed to admiralty park....yelah...walk in the dark...and zulhaidi...(if thats how it spells) keep pickin up stones and stuff in the dark...hahaha haiyo!! mati tk nk!! haha kiddin²

then we went to bazaar....camwhore day wasnt that really good today...kinda boring lah haha not much camwhore-ing session...hayayaai hehe...so went to bazaar...bought COTTEN CANDY!! woohoo!!! I MISSED IT SOO MUCH OI!!! but then no green colour!!
SOB SOB!! i want green!! but end up bought blue!!! SRRY HAKIM COZ I BOUGHT EUR COLOUR!! BUT DAMN EU!! EU DIDNT BOUGHT IT!! haaha...haiayayayai

kk then member all went home early haiz...so me and fiqah lepak for awhile then we went home...was dead tired now!!!

PS:jamaliah and gang were letting out stress at jetty by shouting it out....then i felt like i wanna shout too but...i juz couldnt bring out the topic...coz the name is not to be known by anyone....onli i now how much it means for me to let it all out!! confirm cry oi!! but then....i was crazy all the way but deep down in me...i was crying all the way....lucky i could control my feelings...argh!!

kk nvm...till here peeps!! tomorow's theres gonna be a story!! confirm!! haha

and to AFIY!!! 2 MORE DAES TO EUR BURFDAY!! eur soooo gonna get 10 comments from me haha

kk TC YA'LL!!!! haha

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Tuesday 23 September 2008'♥

haiz....as ya'll notice nowadaes...every month...i'll post out something about my expression that happened in that month...

so let start.....

this month is fasting month...yea...where all the muslims/islams all over the world go hungry in the day...where sun rises.....at dawn....they eat....at sunset...they eat....when sun is out...they have to go hungry and remember the less fortunate and be sympathy and clean their souls in this very month....

this month supposely to be good and holy but i still dont get it about this people....everywhere i go....the malays...vulgarities were spouted...right infront of ma face....people get angry..for some reason...the guys were not fasting....like hello!! eu guys don go through like woman!! they have reason for not fasting but why must guys not fasting?its not like their glory holes where torn and bleed!!

haiz

ma dad keep getting angry easily for no reason...come on lah...when i say.."wait a moment" or"skejap" in malay....that means im really busy on that moment...could eu juz wait!! but why must he get angry and start lecturing...ITS WORST THAN A WOMAN!! haiz....ma mom told me that "skejap" or "wait a moment" its like not in his dictionary....well..thats lame...if people were busy...can eu juz wait....if i were to ask him something important...he'll like angryly told me to wait....well hello...be fair ok!! y must adult always have the rights! sometimes i juz dont feel the fairness as humans....haiz...i know we have to respect elder people but sometimes they gone to far and that irritates me!!

haiz....raye more worst lah i tell eu!!we have to down our knees and seek apology from them...haiz...i always hate that part coz...no matter how we said sorry....in like moments...it'll start all over again...haiz.....but at least some sins were erased!!

currently im stress!! exams is like 5 more daes to continue....i have not paid that much attention in school...so now i have to concentrate more....ma mind is blank...i tried to much....i cnt think much now....everytime i used my brain too much....i got migrane and i cant stop the pain...oh well....students who studied hard will go throught this path....and we are students...its a common thing...

currently im heartbroken mood:i juz dunno why but i kept feeling like i wanna cry everynight before goin to bed....1stly...i missed ma old peeps....the one who lost contact with...i miss them!!
And to the people i get to know with...haiz...i juz couldnt help stop thinkin wats missing in me...

currently...im not dating and im not seeing or knowing anyone....im seriously lonely...all i could do is one sided love...yea...the most idiotic thing that happens when someone desperate....actually im jealous!!pipie had a BF and even have more people that like her....yuzir is happily attached with his girl...and supposely loving....zana....juz got a new TTM....haiz...y do they get people easily....like what i meant was....its easy for them to get to know someone new and start a relationship....for almost 2 years fully...im single and not even dating anyone....theres this person that wasv introduced to me but soon gone...happily attached with someone....i was heartbroken at that time....i thought that maybe we could be together but at last...was drifted away....its there something missing in me?or maybe ma explicit big mouth?or maybe ma crazy attitude?or maybe juz that im fat,ugly and people juz dont like my appeareance?actually thanks to someone...i think he's jealous...he told the person im contactin with that im fat and not that really good looking...well i get to know this through my fren...i was like...whose he to judge me?are eu jealous?come one....give people chance ok!! but maybe its juz not my fated...

i tried my luck everywhere.....but still i juz couldnt find love....people said that frensta works...but what do i get?nothing....sometimes if i tried hard...people might juz think that im egoistic and doesnt even know shame....haiz...human nowadaes....i juz couldnt help thinking whats goin right now....

when raye came....confirm i'll be more jealous...coz of my friends...get to go raye with their partner...with same clothething colour....well this kinda sound childish but...raye with eur partner seriously is sweet...coz eu get to share loving moments better with them...for like once a year..

as for frens.....i cnt help thinking that i gonna leave them soon....N levels is coming and goin....and soon...working life...get a cert...and to another school...gonna miss being with them and times that passed by.....haiz...

all i could say is now that....i juz couldnt think straight of what im expressing now.....maybe im juz too tired....

k tc peeps...happy reading aite!!

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Monday 22 September 2008'♥

its been 3 weeks im fasting and neva broke....cool arh!!!
juz 8 more daes and eur done!!

today was kinda bad luck...i gt stomach ache and keep wanting to vomit...but i tahan...
then daes were boring...gt ma combine science and guess wat? i gt 50/100 onli...haiz


then went home...gt dizzy and i slept...woke up at 7 and rushin to buke.....father was cleaning carpet with chlorine and suddenly i gt dizzy and wanna vomit...mampose!! azhar like pregnant eh!!

so after that...was laying on ma bed....and suddenly gt this funny looking bug....i tried to throw it out my window but member got scared...and the thing refuse to leave ma room...

ppl say....it maybe an angel in disguise...oh well...since its gonna be 10 more daes to ending the fasting month......like wat chris brown said in his newest song..."SHES A FALLING ANGEL!!" haha

so then i got bored.....and now chatting with three different people haha k lah till here!!

i wanna continue chatting hehe k lah tata tc!!!

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Sunday 21 September 2008'♥

yessa!! at last got go to geylang yesterday!!

but i tell eu...BORING!!!

kk yesterday...at 12pm....member busy eh straightening rambut haha...woke up then bathe den start doing my hair....then aini call me....well actually soraya called me...conference with aini..then kiddo called me then conference together²...

so we were discussing bout where to breakfast later...so was planning to eat at arnold...and aini said its full....then member happy eh jumpe PUL kat situ...haiyoyoo...then while discussing...i told them..maybe eat at kebab station at eastcoast or teh tarik house at near joo chiat...or hajah maimunah.....but then ended up soraya dun like teh tarik house eh...like very fussy!! i was like...juz eat lah....its not like oni one stall in..theres alot to choose..member dun like...haiya...so ended up saying we juz see arnold 1st...so put down the phone...and i was kinda shock after that coz...

I STRAIGHTEN MA WHOLE HAIR!!!

i didnt notice it...so then i put wax..and it sucks!!! argh!! have to wash and redo again!!

then sheril called....she also asked about hajah maimunah..and i said okay....so done ma hair and rush to woodland mart to buy contact lense.....yelah....soraya said she dun wan ppl to wait for her...step celebrity eh....actually people ALWAYS wait for eu lah!

so then met soraya at 2:30..which supposely to meet her at 2:15...well..thanks to my hair....so i met her..at at last....zhen qi was late haha

so met aini at city hall then wait for kiddo too..then we proceed to geylang...well sheril and faiz were late....so called celeb arh haha...akon and another singer..i dun get the name haha

so went to arnold and guess wat? ITS 2PM AND ITS FULL!!!MY GAWD!! soo kiasu sia!! and aini told us that its actually from 12+...maybe 11 i guess....haiz...we went to watson to get hair stuff....bought ma bro's wax and kiddo bought hairspray..and yelah....auntie at watson called me CUTE!! woohoo!! I SUUUUKKEEE!! haha

mampose...member kembang eh!! haha tkdelah..joking²....so wait for sheril and then we went to joo chiat to check out hajah maimunah...well its 4pm...and guess wat?FULL HOUSE!! so was fed up...lepak at joo chiat rooftop...then we went to banquet at lion city hotel at 6...lucky gt place to sit and eat...yelah member bought alot eh!! ma kway teow was kinda sweet....and ma carrot cake was SALTY argh!! gt stomach ache then....yelah and i bought alot of drinks till i keep wanting to go toilet haha

buke was fun btw haha

so went to the hotel to go toilet...yelah..they said toilet at cafe...so we ended up to tanjong katong complex's toilet....ma goodness....alot of people eh!!haiz..

so we go to bazaar...bought some stuff and then bought dendeng...then we headed of to city hall....yea went to chippy to buy fried calamari and ended up met fadhil...so bought the stuff...lepak at 4 sticks....then finish gile...aini and gang went home 1st...then me,fadhil and soraya went home at 10...yelah...like early eh!haiz

reach home at 1115 and am dead tired haha

k lah tc peeps tata!!

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Friday 19 September 2008'♥

best skali or wat!!! after i bought the straighterner.....ma mom and brother keep askin me to straighten their hair eh!!!

so i juz straighten up ma moms hair juz now....haha...best arh...feeling hairstylist!!1

so today was such a boring day....check our maths paper...and i failed ma maths paper 1..this time is the better paper...and its HARD!! so i failed...argh!! actually i didnt do properly...i was having a headache when i was doing it...

so today was kinda boring....went home....the repairman for the oven came...yelah gt two BANGLAS in ma house eh..terperanjat jap!! i thought wat they were doing...but actually they TRYING to fix ma oven...ceh ceh MY OVEN eh haha

so i didnt go friday prayers as i was having a headache.....but after bathin i felt fresh but tired!!
so i followed ma mom to a shop...bought a cooking timer...then went to shengsiong to buy spaghetti stuff...

OH WELL THANKS TO SORAYA....I GT THE FEELING TO COOK IT EH!!
so went to supermarket..bought the stuff..i gt dizzy again and went home straight away to sleep...
woke up at 615pm...and was rushin to cook eh!!!

lucky made it on time....was ready at 7pm.....and i seriously full right now!! bloated!!!and my mom cook mee bandung today!! so....eu noe how it feels been bloated!!

haha k lah tc!!!peeps..
tomorow confirm ade cerita!! so wait for it!! aha

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Thursday 18 September 2008'♥

OMG!!! i juz realised that ma phone is the same as rouge!! woohoo!! yea!!


haha kk lets start...

ystd..i gt the feeling that i gonna gain sumthing...so i juz ignore it...daes were fine and suddenly at night after buke....ma brother came home ard 9+ and guess wat??

he played this game and he gt me a NOKIA 5310 XPRESS MUSIC PHONE!!

well this phone may sound abit vintage oredi...but i still gt a new phone ok!!
aha

so today...i sold ma old phone and guess wat?i onli get $50 from it coz its damn spoiled arh..haiz
so then i bought the brAun hair straighterner!!

woohoo!! AINI,AINE,AINA,AINO,AINU!! ma cuzzy!!! we have the same str8terner brand yea!!!
haha

btw today i gt back ma Emaths paper and guess wat!! i gt oni 80/137 for it eh...at least a B4...better and improved than last time...C5 haha yea!!!

ma paper 1 helped me coz i gt 50/77 for it yea!!! then paper 2 i gt 30/60..juz pass haiz...so now..waiting for ma other papers!!!

k lah till here peeps...i wanna go do ma mom's hair arh ahha..member nk feeling hairstylist hehe

kk tc!!!

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Tuesday 16 September 2008'♥

yelah ystd.....i was freakin headache!!

gt chem and maths paper 2...oo and i fart alot!!thanks to early mornin milk haha

so the paper was fine!!

then after paper went to void deck and meet shedah....

was actually juz sitting with stoopid face expressiion....aby was fasting and at last her PMS came so...she breakfast...then....they were devils eh!! forcing me to eat...but too bad...i cn stand all those words...i cn still fast eh..NAFSU AZHAR KUAT EH!!NAFSU MAEN PON SAME...haha kiddin!!

so then..i planned to go home and sleep but ended up...went to sungai road with zana,zul,shedah...

haha was fun arh,.....inside bus....i let shedah hear some malay song...which is like malay dance like that...yelah...member itch to dance eh!! yea!! but too bad...batt low arh...so stop halfway....

b4 we go to sungai road...went bazaar to bought food...of couse they didnt puasa except for me...so reached there.....and i was eager to breakfast coz i gt headache...

so reached there...saw some cool vintage stuff.....ouh gawd!!
then nearly breakfast..went to raffles hospital...yelah dah buke kecoh eh member!! cepat² makan eh haha

then went to macdonalds at bugis..bought milo...drink like mad cow!! then guess wat...was walking to this mickey store...AND SAW A HAWT BLONDE!! he was like an office person like that....HAWT GILE SEH!! argh!!! haha den me and zana step like he's our ex gitu...sampai mcm gadoh eh haha gadoh coz he like "cheated" on us...haha its a story...good for compo so...GET THIS IDEA PEOPLE!! haha

so then...zul brought us to TONG SENG KOPITIAM!...eat chinese local food....yelah nice eh!!1st time eating lor mee and its nice!! ITS HALAL BTW!!

then we headed to raffles city and bought chippys.....zana and shedah bought fried mars bar...i bought fried spicy calamari...KIWAK KENYANG GILE EH!

so lepak at memo...headed to esplanade to take bus home....and otw..zul was like irritating eh...talkind dirty stuff and almost making poor shedah wanna puke!! cnt say wat it is like...he kinda racist seh!! was hating him for a moment but then stop arh haha coz kinda funny....but SHEDAH...WE DUN CARE!! I WILL STILL HAVE "FUN" WITH HAWT BLONDES OR BRUNETTES haha

mampose!!!

btw...juz now...sahur or a.k.a dawn meal....i told ma mom about tong seng food stall...its halal alright...i saw all of the documents and stuff....but she didnt believe and asked me not to go that kind of stall..she said they cheat us...yelah..almost fight with ma mom eh...about food summore...

ARGH!! thanks to muis....now ma parents are like saying....any halal stall are not halal....juz go to malay stall which is halal....beh if malay stall is not halal...wouldnt that even showed us we cnt eat there....argh!! im so hating this....thanks eh muis!haiz...coz theres this article that muis says that...we cnt juz possibly believe if the stall is halal....its really halal...sumtimes they cheated on us...but now....religious muslims are living in fear of eating..they are like confuse now to eat outside....haiz....thats y im now possible dun care where i wanna eat...i still go to halal places...but i dun care that if the shop is halal...they say beware....i dun care...coz they put halal...and if they cheated on us....all our sins are on them not us.....

i juz felt that....muslims should beware where to eat....but seriously..for eateries...plz...take the license of halal seriously...this will make the muslims easier in life to eat.....we will not be worried to know if its really halal or not.....

haiz...i speak this is because of the incidence of that rendevous restaurant....its been quite awhile that people know its halal...its even in advertisement before...but now the muis says its not halal....haiz....i dunno wat to say....nowadays....all muslim cn do is juz beware where to eat.....if eu really think its halal to eu..then go...but make sure eu wont feel guilty about goin there....

haiz...world nowadays....we cnt even decide where to eat.....
btw im juz speakin out from my mind...not to hurt and discriminate people...its just a piece from my mind...hope this post wont be too offensive haha

srry aite!!

kk tc peeps!!!

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Sunday 14 September 2008'♥

at last eh!!! i bought a red telephone woohoo!!!

i gt a HORNY PHONE!!!

btw btw...its TELEPHONE not HANDPHONE haha....dun get the wrong idea....
ouh well....ma room phone is spoil...thanks to me for like always strectchin the line...coz always tok on the phone....late night till early mornin...but now..that habit has change...SINCE IM SINGLE haha

so yesterday decided to go courts with ma mom(courts=furniture store)*not to juvenile court k??* haha

so went there at 830+pm like that.....then bought the phone.....its name is NT-77 vintage nikkoon....haha prangai vintage eh ma telephone....ouh well....and it cost oni $27.90...haha

then i went to survey the hair straighterner....yep...still cost $109...if onli they drop it to $99

i will like come back the next 3 daes..and i'll bought it haha

so life's pernormal...nothing exciting has happen...

haha so thats for today post....kinda short huh??haha nvm....eu noe if i had a good story..it will be a LONG one...

ps:KIDDO...EUR THE 1ST PERSON TO READ!! WOOHOOO!!

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Wednesday 10 September 2008'♥

today was like the unlucky moment for almost 40+ students eh!!

supposely the graduaters were to finish skool at 3:30 or 4pm....so yesterday....almost 40+ student left skool at 2pm....quite shockin arh...INCLUDING ME eh? haiayayayi ash²...N level continues this 29 september...still doin this huh??ish²

so today....in the morning we had maths class for 1st period...i thought its gonna be a normal lesson time..but end up....alot of us get scolded coz we skipped class.....so we punished by making us do a revision paper.....i thought thats over...so after maths i went to chemistry lesson...

yelah...DM came in eh? he asked who skipped yesterday afternoon lesson to stand....and surprisingly...out of 32 students in ma class...oni 5-8 students attended up ystd lesson...the whole lot of us didnt..BEST SKALI OR WAT!!!

so we had to go a MAKE UP lesson for maths...haiya from there...i heard the the whole sec 4 normal acad...actually most of them didnt turn up ystd lesson....so LADY L made a choice to talk to us...

at 3:30pm...we had to stay back....LADY L was like askin for our views...why we skipped class...well at least 10+ students didnt came to skool.....and one girl had an MC...and then she lecture to the whole lot of us...the DEVILS lah.....

so she was askin if any gt a reason....i noe my reason was stoopid...i said i had stomach ache and i have to leave early...oh well...common reason lah...

so she was askin...and theres this gal who gave kinda cute reason...haha and LADY L was ok with it....and then she was talking...suddenly she came out with a phrase"let me ask this boy...he looked so innocent....let me ask eu...y do eu skipped the lesson"

yelah...i get nervous...then in ma heart i said* shit.....y she choosed me....do i really look that innoncent?LADY L LADY L...*

so i answered back.."oh i had a STOMACH ACHE....i cnt stand it...its unbearable....i had to leave right at 2pm....and i fergot to inform the teacher..."

"i noe this reason is stupid...but i cnt stand the pain!!"

then LADY L said "why did eu forget...thats really stoopid of eu...go sit there!!"
she asked me to sit at a corner with the gal with and MC...shes wawa btw...haha

so then....i was like...."sick lah sngt...."

then suddenly DM asked me..."eur fasting right?what kind of stomach ache eu had?a common one?"

then i said"its unusal...really pain...its not air in ma stomach....its like i ate sumthing wrongly in the mornin..."* was evilly grinning btw*

so then....the whole lot of us had to do maths revision..and here i am...with loads of hmwks...argh!!!

k thats ma story today!!!

haha tc peeps....will update sumthin fresh soon!! haha

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Monday 8 September 2008'♥

ystd sunday...haiya...bad day lah...

was like so tired....den woke up....was like then i wanna rest 1st..then i played ma comp for awhile...juz to update sumthin when ma mom was really annoying of keep saying that ma window grill was dirty...gt alot of dust! haiya...she said....ma grandma will get rashes if i dont clean it off....so i said later....after i update ma stuff then i do it....yelah ma father sebok² then he like one WOMAN...non stop nagging of why i neva clean ma window grill...goodness...worst then ma mom....cn say in ma family...i have TWO MOTHERS!


haiya then he was mad at me...then i juz couldnt stand it...angry with me out of nothing..and its fasting btw...argh!! lucky i was fasting.....

nvm...drop the subject....

today......haiz.....im really mad with the skool....they were like update our timetable and guess wat?MOST OF THE DAES ARE FULLY BOOKED WITH MATHS...goodness...they think we have robotic brain huh??i guess they are engross to their own mindset...thinkin that their students are study freak?think again ok!! its not ALL but some are studious...the others....part time/full time slacker....oh well...of course N level is coming...but come again....eu're makin us more nervous and stress...give more time to geography...coz thats the subject that most of us are weak off.....and our combine science...not only maths could bring our grades really good....but other subjects are important as well...haiya


so i think...everythursday i wont come to skool...coz every thursday....is MATHS DAE...YEA MATHS DAE....8AM TO 3:30PM...MATHS!!!argh!!! the whole dae like workin hours...MATHS...haiz

help me lah god...im stress and its fasting...ma brain is really itchin for resting!!argh!! i wish N level is over....so i could rest ma mind....so guys...after N...eu'll see ma hair turn ash grey colour...

confirm i'll dye ma hair after 7 october haha...yea yea speakin of hair stuff...another 2 more weeks...i'll be buyin the same hair str8terner as aini's!!BRAUN eh...cost $109...haha but its good...

it really works for ma coarse hair....it turns str8 and smooth...i like haha oh well...gonna save up ma hair till december and im makin it like corbin blue's hair from HSM...haha i love that...so when i dance...i gonna swing ma hair yaw!! haha

k till here...im really tired...i wanna sleep haha tc tata!!!

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Friday 5 September 2008'♥

oh well...today.....i woke up late for remedial haha

was tired actually.....woke up at 845am...(i did sahur okay! haha and im fasting!! yea!!)

so i quickly bathe and get ready to skool...

met mun and afiqah at bust stop 206 ard 9:10*which the remedial suppose to start at 9*

they said i wear like wanna go town....BEDEK LAH SEY!! haha
so got into skool....get more knowledge in maths...then went home at 12pm....went to fridae prayers with yuzir...coz he wanna go with me....yelah...today friday prayers was like...i have to prayer till the side walk eh...theres like ALOT of ppl...wow!!!like today was really a religious day...*oh well...kate puase!! haha*

so den at two.....i wait for zana at bus stop 32...and when i was sitting there....theres this guy..keep lookin at me....i think he smiled at me lah...i dunno..maybe its juz ma imagination...malay though...haha he kinda cute lah....MAMPOSE!!

then saw zana...gt the bus...then met baojun,ellyanti and shukang at BNS...then we proceed to queenstown and to queensway shopping centre...

so was like really tired...but for the sake of our class..i brought them there to look for a class printing shirt shop..yelah....skools ending and now they want it...haiya...

so we go to this shop that the 5n2 used to go....AND NOW THEY CHARGE $20 FOR ONE POLO TEE....WTF!!so we search for another shop...and gt the price range betweek $13-$18...baik skali or wat....and its the type of shirt we want!! haha so we set the place...now on monday..gonna decide on the pattern...and number of shirts to be printed and money...nyahahahahaa

so we gt bored and i brought them to limited edition shop...yelah otw saw a group and bunch of HAWT BLONDES AND BRUNETTE GUYS EH..I THINK THER LATINS OR ARGENTINIAN..OR RUSSIAN...OR MAYBE JUZ FRENCH!! hahaha I SUKE!! ma eyes were washed...and sudden crush eh!! haha mampose...azhar dah berubah lah i think...mampose...help me!!! i wanna *str8ten up the clock hands*!! only certain ppl understand this phrase haha

so went to anchorpoint...went window shopping and we went home...baojun and gang went to orchard...and me and zana went home..

now reached...really tired!! and blogging haha

k peeps..tc and slamat puasa!!

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Thursday 4 September 2008'♥

haiz....I ALMOST CRY!!! YEP²


I DIDNT MANAGE TO FINISH MA SS PAPER!!!! time management for ash sux lah!!

yelah!!! SS fail oredi!!!

btw btw for MT paper 1...yelah...me and kiddo same question eh...except for bahagian A mine is 1 and he's two haha section B both of us...num 6 haha

so....MT listenin compre was confusing but i manage to do it good....except for that river thing and chocolate...DAMN THOSE PPL!!! PPL FASTING BUT THEY TALK BOUT CHOCOLATES!!

OH WELL LOOKS WHOSE THE CHOCOLURVER....HE'S TOPIC IS THERE ON EXAM YEA!! haha


so was like after that SS paper...what i learnt suddenly came out...was lucky...but i was not....i didnt finish in time...i wanna cry lah!!!

so today....english paper!!

woohooo!!!

i love it man!!

paper1 was hawt.....gt to use all those 6 papers they gave....3 each on each section haha

ma section 1 was kinda emo...its about "mistakes" haha oh well...ash loves to do mistake right??haiz...

then section2...i think i made it too frenly..but wattado...they ask for it to be really friendly...so i did it haha

btw....i wanted to post wat i cook for breakFAST ystd...but i lazy lah haha

so i tell eu wat i cook...
i cook hamburger sandwhich...oh well...it doesnt sound nice but...

the patties...i cook it...then i put cheese on top of it...i let it melt...then served on two slice of bread...with some vergetables...including TOMATO!! and some colslaw that i did b4 it....and the bread...i spread it with philapheldia cheese....omg its tempting lah!! but it may sound horrid but once eu eat it...eu'll love it haha

for the beef...i cooked beef slice with black pepper sauce...sounded easy but the sauce....i mix black pepper sauce and butter....but seriously...i fergot to put bbq sauce in it...argh!!!but it taste nice though!!

so ystd was feeling good!!! didnt go terawih again!! haiya nvm tonite i'll go...haha insyallah haha

btw...

ma cat....the grey one name blackie...i think shes gone crazy....she was like wanting to fight with all of ma cats out of nothing...i think she went coo coo after delivering 3 cute kittens....ma gawd blackie!! i think i have to give eu DHA to make eur brain cells work better haha

so there it goes peeps....read it to belive it...i think i wanna take care of ma cats now...b4 MS B.BLACKIE GONE WILD AGAIN!! haha

TC!!!

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haiz....I ALMOST CRY!!! YEP²

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Wednesday 3 September 2008'♥

yeessa today at 9am...is the last paper for MT yea!!!

so now i wanted to concentrate on other subjects.....yelah...later at 2 i gt SS paper....


AND I HAVEN MEMORISE ANY FACTS OF ITS ESSAY EH!! ASH!! ITS N LEVEL OI!!!

so i gonna study now ahha


kk i story abit.....paper 1 mt was quite confusing...as the question is too socialize haha i mean....section A was like about which malay programme is eur most favourite and tell it to eur fren...and tell him/her...y eu like it....and all haha

so i oni do the 1st question coz thats the oni question i look upon it....the second question i didnt look at it....

section B....i do a story telling...continue from a phrase they gave...oh well...i do sumtin thats a common story......prison life.....bad days.....stoopid life with stoopid frens.....its like daes of hell arh....daes where some youngsters are devil haha

so was like paper 2...I CN DO IT YEA!!! lucky i cn understand the comprehension...but its quite confusing and frustrating coz they kept askin for facts of it.....its like irritating arh...and teacher said that....eu have to use good malay in order to get better marks....oh i wish i was some indonesian or malaysian which have a better malay background haha

but lucky i could manage it lah...hope i'll get A2 for MT....B3 oso cn lah...haha

ouh ya juz now...listenin compre...damn confusing i tell eu....they like story on their own...and we have to figure out what are they tryin to say...argh!!! and story 3..was like irritating i tell eu....its like....the question they gave...is kinda opposite to the story they telling...so eu were like....waiting for the next answer...but actually...they already told the answer...nvm if yall dun understand...oni the N level ACAD will noe ahha

so peeps...i have to study SS now...gotta memorise some facts haha tc aite!!!
TO ALL N LEVEL GRADUATERS.....TO THE WHOLE NATION IN SINGAPORE....GD LUCK FOR EUR N LEVELS AITE!!!ALL THE BEST!!

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