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Tuesday 30 June 2009'♥

well.... see ma blog... ITS NEW... FRESH!!!

the links.... the skins.... the tagboard... everything... songs and stuff... its soooo new!! haha

thanks dann for coming down to ma crib... early in the morning and helped me out in blog... i really troubled eu... srry aite!! but thanks soooo much for making ma blog better!! haha

btw... dun eva dwelled over sorrows aite? eu noe i'll be there fer eu....
=)


PS:i tried to upload his pic... but ma internet sucky haha... nvm... so guess wat? i hate this blog pic uploader... i dunno why... i cnt upload it haha srry... but eu guys noe him... so tada!! haha

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so today... was back to skool... FOR A WHILE!! haha

testing on this new mask name kimberly clark mask... well... not to be rude... but the design is kinda like..... nvm... haha eu nurses should noe it... but it ends up like a duck ahha cute!!!

so tried it on... recap on blood pressure... haha i kinda forget some steps though.... well today.. hated some jpa students... haiz... already in ite... but still haven grown up... haiz... i hate this type of ppl...

so after skool... went to TM to catch a movie... TRANSFORMERS!! haha well im not exactly a fan of it... but after watchin it... i might turn into somekind of their fan haha... well before that... had lunch at long john... which kinda makes me feel being fatter haha

PS:thanks rishi,sham and annu for treating us to the movie!! eu gst guys haha thanks alot!!weeee

omg!!! I LOVE BUMBLEBEE... and this cute green thingy... the one changed into this suzuki green car... haha according to dann... its suzuki... i dunno lah haha im kinda stoopid in vehicles... haha

so actually before and after movies... we do take a lot of pic and went to alot of places... but i dun have the pic here... haha look at danns blog k? haha like i said... ma blog pic uploader sux... i dunno y... connection fault maybe?


well today.... i cheered up a little... am happy for quite a bit... weeeeeee!!!!!!

but theres some questions still lingers me that i cnt stop thinking about it....
haiz.... this things had been a burden in ma mind.... i cnt let it go... i dunno why... once i stop... it starts questioning back... haiz

nvm... anyway... I GONNA MISS MA JN0904E CLASS!!! omg!! not gonna see them after 3 months... haiz... sad sia!!! urgh!! the oni peeps i'll be meeting kinda often is nazirah,weenah and iqa dimple... the others... wont meet them that much... haiz!! sad seh!! haiz!! urgh!!!

i wanna give eu guys a really big WARM HUG!!
well according to someone... ma body too warm haha haiya!!!! nvm... i'll try to reduce the warmness hehe too warm not good... not cool not good either... haiya!!! and ma hair kinda pokey? sad pe haha kkk i'll trim ma hair k? haha

haiz... am waiting for thursday to crash in radyns home for movie marathon!! woohoo!! cnt wait!!
k aite tc peeps!! MUACKS!! i LOVED each and everyone of eu!!


to radyn and dann:

haiyo... next time.. do take care of eur personal belongings k? we cnt do much by searching it oni.... must be one of us took it... by accidentaly?or by stealing it? we wont noe... hopefully those stollens things might come back to eu k? such a precious posessions seh... haiyo!

*hugs*

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Monday 29 June 2009'♥

so today... no plan at all... goin to geylang with parents was cancelled... so decided to go dance prac early... but still start at 7pm....

so met aty at yck cc at 7pm haha then waited for rogue but end up we went there 1st then at 730 rogue met us at studio ahha...

supposely to choreo up hush hush... but end up tired of hush hush.... dance to painted windows haha best pe!! alot of TRIBUTATION and laughter... and ma throat expand alot ok!!! sakit tekak!! argh!!!

laugh too much!! aty laugh out really loud ok!! haha like full blast haha scary² haha
well we went home eventually at 945.. so back to boredom...

well tomorow filzah and dann coming to ma crib... maybe i'll ask to do ma blog... then movie marathon hehe we decided to bring cd's though haha but cnt make too much noise lah... father sleeping katekan haha

weeeeee so waiting for tomorow now... then on 30th skool.... juz to wear the new mask and recap some of our pratical... then 6th july attachment!! the 1st day!! im scared and nervous!! super i tell eu!!

ttsh.... and now H1N1 cases... im scared... ma allah protect me...haiz

kk tc peeps!!! haha to those who had to skool this monday... gd luck yer!!! happy stressing haha
weeeee muacks!!

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Sunday 28 June 2009'♥

so today azmick came to ma house at 12+pm... play comp that the end.

haha siak

ceh no lah... after that... went to meet sam and kiddo at mrt and then met mukmin and shah at bukit batok cc and then went to LAH!de`fuse dance comp... at bukit batok cc.... haha kinda ok lah.... tiring... but ok... entertaining...let me say... YES DEFINITELY!! especially when izzy came for soloist... it was super hot ok!! super entertaining!! I LOVE VOGUELICIOUS haha

well there was a girl name... ouh gawd i cnt remember... start with an A... haiya... she noes me but i couldnt recognise her... omg.... haiyo!!! then filzah told me... her sister saw me there... wierd!! haha

so then at 10+ after the comp... went to kfc with zeemah clans... but end up with the udc's and some other ppl... which is super kecoh haha... at macdonald dah cukup kecoh ok!!! then to burger king... haiya...

then otw to train station... saw cockroach.. LAGI KECOH!! haha then in the train... SUPER DAMN KECOH haha.... being with kwats in train is super entertaining ok!! me and aliff was like the COA of the train... all passengers keep looking and laughing at us... MALU PE haha but it was fun!!!

so now... gt home... chatting with loves!! haha kk yaw! tc!
weeee muacks!!!

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Friday 26 June 2009'♥

i will always stay strong no matter what..

i will always go through every obstacles that comes through ma way...
words are easy to say to make me change... but action doesnt...
i cn hear the advices to change me... but my mind,soul,heart and action couldnt....

i really cnt bear to see eu being sad always... but eu noe... things should change....
listen to eur frens... we wanna help eu... but eu kept listening to eur heart.. which slows eu down from reality....

i saw eu being sad... i tried to talk to eu... but eu left me stranded alone....
i wanna bottle out ma feelings to my frens... but when they prompt me up to bottle out... it wasnt the right time... when i wanted to bottle out... ppl wasnt there for me... i need a hug... A HUGE HUG... i really wanted that... that night... but... the day has gone... it was too late for me...

should set another date to go out and try to bottle ma expressions,fears,hurts and every single things in ma life that i bear for almost 17 years and 8 years of pain and agony i suffer from the hints and sarcasm i get...

sometimes... ppl do get what i meant... but there are certain points which ppl doesnt.... ma problems cnt be shared with family members... coz its too personal for me... ma frens could...but they have problems too... i couldnt juz let me out maself... i wanna go to the comfort zone... but its freaking hard... at least i did come to certain stages... i juz need more time to change...

im sorry... i guess... im such a burden to everyone
every single ppl i noe....

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Thursday 25 June 2009'♥

ouh god... am tired... SUUUPPEERRR TIRED!!

and its been hours and i still feel like vomitting... haiya

ysterday had a class pit... hehe EARLY IN THE MORNING filzah came to ma house... and guess wat? gt a msg from dann about OUR EXAM RESULT... omg omg omg!!!!
so me and filzah checked and we JIWE eh haha both of us gt C for nursing and B for bio and had 2.4 gpa... haiz... not really good lah but we try hard..... dann gt 2.1... but its ok seh... no need to be upset aite dann... we can still work hard for our attachment and other test and next year exam..

wira... he gt 0.5... but he pass nursing studies... but its still ok... have to work hard.... work hard on the attachment and the retake of the bio paper k?

so after getting our result and asking our closest peeps hows they doing... me and filzah went to wet market okaaayy haha... its about 9am+ ok!! so went... bought 6kg of chicken *which i told eu guys that its toooo much* and then went to sheng siong for hotdogs haha

so then went back home... played comp... filzah had a nap and in the afternoon.. wira came... at ard 3+ marinate the chicken then at 5+ iffah and annu came... AND IFFAH I MISS EU SOOOOO MUCH!!!!*hugs*

then we went off to taxi stand... it was raining and cold... and theres no 5,6,7 seater wanted us by booking.... so after 20 mins of discussion... decided to take 2 cabs... reached ecp ard 6+... met dann,rishi,sham,radyn,ben,saraz and mdm ang...waaaa early arh they all

haha i cnt remember much arh.... but i remember masayu,amira nasir,fizah kamil,brenda,kathleen,fyzah came by... and some other ppl i cnt remember haha come on!! im suupper tired ok!! haha ouh ya ouh ya.. not to mention the gile clans.... pat,nazirah,gayuthri and at ard 12+ ainni came along hah waaaaaa but certain left early though...

at 8+.. were suuuupppperrr boring... so i teach radyn,fyzah,iffah,annu and sham how to play pakistan ahha this game... was super stressful+noisy haha siak siak siak... mars ayam?tomyam jupiter?hotdog pluto? haha gerek pe!!!

so played the game for a while and at 11+ goin to 12... something really hurts me real bad... i dunno lah.... i suddenly get this moody feeling... and i wanted to drank actually coz i miss the 1st bottle... bought 2 big absolute vodkha.... i drank 4 neats... one neat is really neat... the other 3 was with abit of sprite... and i start to mix alot of vodkha with orange juice and other gassy drinks... haha and iffah... kau peh neat betol² peh neat eh... mati keras aku haha

i drank kinda alot arh ystd... abit of amsterdam,klassik etc² haiz.... but i was suuuppperrr moody ystd... becoz of something... and i didnt noe till rishi spot wat have i done... i was moody...smoking excesively,drank alot.... and i still have that glum look.... haiz... i didnt manage to bottle out ma feelings properly though... i dunno where the ppl gone to ystd... haha

anyway... lucky im not drunk ok!! i didnt follow it... was abit tipsy though... me filzah and iffah was super noisy when came to tipsy... haha NK KENCING NK KENCING... radyn was cute seh haha urgh!!! haha ard 12+ kay came *radyns guy* and SQUARE...*annus fren*

haha and came along shams fren.. which i dunno her name... but then when morning falls.. was kinda boring lah.... pat and gang was super noisy for bitching... i was in ma own world... i dunno why suddenly at 3am... i feel like being sarcastic to everyone... haiz.... so cut it short... the next morning we bathe... others go home... me,iffah,filzah and wira reached wlds ard 11+ and had lunch... iffah went home and filzah and wira and me went on lepak till 4+ then went home... i was drop dead tired by then...

now i juz woke up and started to blog... and i kept having the nauseous feelings... haiz.... must sleep early today!! weeee

kk tc eu ppl!! i gonna miss ma nursing peeps!! MUACKS!!

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Tuesday 23 June 2009'♥

waaa today... last day of mandarin class... and see... true right? turns out ma hint from a dream is right... we gonna have a mandarin test haha and it does... aiya... simple only haha

after class... went to tamp one with dann and radyn as ayme had to go... so walk ard then went to to this disney world store haha and there me and radyn.. being cute with eeyore!! haha our favourite!!!!! haha so then went to bedok to meet with wii,filzah,sham and rishi haha to the SUPER MARKET!! sheng shiong eh haha

best pe!!!! went to sheng shiong like small children been given list.... me and filzah was the worst... run ard with tissue haha cute kan???? haha then after that.... buy all the pit stuff... then push the trolley TILL RADYN HOUSE.. KECOH PE!! haha tiring oi!! me and sham was like the oni one push eh haha of course... some did lah... haha... reach her house... though of sitting down... then suddenly stuck to prison break.. she gt the whole volume haha

ALL DANN'S IDEA EH!
he wanted to watch soo much coz he doesnt wanna miss the wed one... which he will coz of class pit... poor thing eh... wanna watch this tuesday and wed... we watch till the part till next tuesday and wednesday haha

poor dann.... we pshycho him not to go home till the climax is over haha
so then me,filzah,wii,rishi and dann went home at 8+ but dann go home 1st... the others went balestier to teman filzah take her PAPER then to eating haha and otw to rishi house... kinda scary arh haha and the houses was cool... was goin to eat...MORE SCARY I TELL EU haha ouh well... oni four of us noes haha... then went to eat... then went home...

AM DEAD TIRED OREDI!! WANNA BANG BANG THE BED!! WEEE
tata nyte² tc!
MUACKS!

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Sunday 21 June 2009'♥

ma bikinis gabana... heels prada haha

well juz now dance prac... left oni me and kiddo..... book the room and this uncle kinda blur lah... ask him the studio key... he said gt someone take... then go up.. no one... come back down... actually the key was INFRONT of him and he didnt notice... TSK!

went inside... continue choreo for kiddo.... and do this stoopid move to boom boom pow... which kiddo likes it and i kinda tired haha till i farted loudly... haha too FULL OUT arh haha

so we left at 9+... and reach home now.... haiz... super tired and bored... well tomorow's last dae of mandarin class... weeeeee haha and then buy some pit stuff...

k lah till here... i wanna download some songs lah haha
MUACKS!

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Saturday 20 June 2009'♥


well this photos... skipped mandarin class.. went to pp then to bugis haha



radyn with that innocent pose... haha innocent lah sngt yer? haha

well that photo up there.... was having break from dance prac... and filzah had a nap for awhile... while me and farida decide to do something to her hair... cool huh? haha
thanks pat for the jacket... was too tight btw.. had trouble taking it of and on haha

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eh eh tomorow right? i'll post some photos ok? haha *random strikes*

well today gt dance prac... kinda slack though... everyone was tired...
so after dance... went lepak with mukmin,filzah,wani,nas and wira

nas bising lah haha

so was lepaking... and sometimes fishy was goin on... between me,filzah and mukmin noes... haiz... scary pe!!! haha

well today was kinda tiring and bored... i promise to load some pics aite!!! farida's hp..the file for photos is damn big lah dey...

*CNT WAIT FOR 24TH JUNE* weeeeeee haha
but must keep an eye on him... NO DRINKING OK!hmph!
hah weee

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Thursday 18 June 2009'♥

currently listening to ego by beyonce hehe

well today's plan was simple... break from mandarin class.... went out to pp... haha skip half of the lesson... was too bored lah haha

went with ayme,radyn and dann.. went to pp to cotton on to accompany radyn to buy tank top... which she decided then not to buy....

so we went to bugis... then ayme had to go home... so went to bugis street... end up we bought shades... haha later² i show eu buys the shades k? haha
went to illuma and waited for rishi... then went around again and waited for filzah and annu...then we went to tongseng for dinner and.... then we went to national library to discuss bout the pit thingy... haha end up being crazy and abit of bitch session haha....

taking the lift was fun... thanks dann for pressing 14 and not 10... annu loves to scream arh? haha happy arh she... thinks wat?roller coaster? haha

then ard 7+ we went home haha... well cut the story short... was tired lah today...haha
and i gt a question... WHERE WAS SHAM?WAS HE SUPPOSE TO MEET US?


anyway.. walk pass swensens juz now and OUH MA GOODNESS GAWD I MISS SHEDAH!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!! MUST HANG OUT OK!!! EU HUGGED ME TOO TIGHT JUZ NOW AND I CNT BREATHEE!!! ARGGH!!!! I MISS EU!! AND THE REST!! HAHA

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Wednesday 17 June 2009'♥


its been a while since i last post pictures.. well here goes...






haha abit of what happen in mandarin class and DONT eu laugh at my HIDEOUS legs! omg omg omg haha

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aiyaaaaa thanks arh wira... making me drink 3 CANS of ORANGE JUICE... i noe i love drinking but plz.. dun make me drink that lot... haha

forfeited for losing in a game... haiz..

ystd after mandarin class... went to dance prac with the whole lot peeps... AT LAST... ALL THE DANCERS CAME!! now left us to improve on the energy and brush up the steps... started at 3 and ends at 6... was super tiring ok... haha.. well one of the cc members came up and ask me to write down certain names as a dancers for the cc... and gave us a whole lot tin of orange juice... thats how i gt the forfeited drinks...

then after prac... when to teman them eat at this coffeeshop and then to lepak at tekong...which i feel uneasy there... and then went back home

haiya

anyway...today's mandarin class was kinda slack... watched this chinese drama... which is kinda funny... all about singapores kiasu-ness and certain issues haha which is kinda true and funny...
but watch it half way and we got back home... haiz.. radyn didnt attend

tc aite! get well soon!!! and for aina... WHERE ARE EU?? haha well took certain pics today...
i try to UPLOAD CERTAIN PICS ARH!! haha make ma effort to be patient with comp ok! haha

tc ppl!! muacks!

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Monday 15 June 2009'♥

waaaa at last today!! got my 1st day of mandarin class... well it was kinda tiring haha not knowing that mandarin has ALOT of vowels which is really tiring to learn but kinda fun haha

strokes makes diff sound... juz like arabic...

well ma class supposely to be with aina,atiqah dimple and me... but me and aina end up at dann's class.. which was with radyn and ayme... alah eu guys!! we gonna be seperated tomorow!! sob² jng lah!! i wanna be in that class!!! sob² eu guys come to my class k? plz plz plz plz haha

well looking forward to tomorow class though.... early in the morning... in the train... gt something wrong in the head oredi... thanks fer an unshockingly surprise of bottle cap aite aina? haha

it makes me look stoopid haha
kk tc peeps.. MUACKS!

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Saturday 13 June 2009'♥

how many MOONS ago i've been blogging and i realise something....
the date of my post... is one day younger... so supposely... ma last post is on 12th june.. and this post is on 13th june...

haiyo!!!

anyway... today's dance prac... theres not gonna be alot of people coming... aisyah goin johor.. bella cnt go out on weekends... haiz... wira's working... left me,filzah,farida,farishah,syu,wani and still waiting for confirmation msg... mukmin.. haiya...

i've been thinking... i guess i should juz drop this feeling....i noe its impossible to get... people like me... its hard to find love... and a true love... hoping for this... i noe i would never get... its impossible.. i guess... i should be left like it used to be.. alone... i noe.. my characteristics.. arent the ones that they seeking... i noe that people will only accept me as a fren and nothing else... i cn only be a fren to them but nothing special...i noe that... i will always be this way... i never been treated with love and care in a relationship... either the dates dump me... or... they gt something wrong in the head...

i dunno... i juz wanted to shout everything out.....
PS:i want 2 hallogen balloon
-so i could right my wishes
-and the other balloon...write all my problems... so i could let it go...

so my wishes would come true.. and my problems to go away....

but i noe.. ma wishes are hard to come by... urgh...!

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Friday 12 June 2009'♥

okaaayyy toooodaaaayyyy iisssss sssuuuppppperrrr HOT!!!

tell me about it!

im washing dishes and i sweat like i've been running for quite a mile!!

BUT!
thank god its raining now!! hopefully it turns cold!!! haha...

kk yesterday when i was goin back home in bus 903.... something freaks me out... its like thursday night...(malam jumaat) and this couple atually go out with a doll.... CHUCKY OK!!! the scary one!!! the evil chucky!!! its like a meter tall... almost like a size of a 3 y/o... with that oh-perfectly-horror look same as in in the movies....

i keep looking and ma 3d paranoid came... i thought it came alive and wanted to kill me... staring at me... im scared ok!!! haha

and the guy actually carry it like a baby..... as in hug it... and i keep thinking negative stuff... when they get down... i gave such a big sign of relieve haha.... I AM SUUPPPERR SCARED LAH!! if it really comes to live... i dun wanna be the victim... makesure i lock all of ma doors and windows real shut at night before goin to sleep... haha

anyway... yesterday... i tried to pour out ma feelings and let it all go... no bottling up... to ma dearest filzah and annu... but i cnt.... i juz cant... i ALMOST cry... but i cnt... urgh!!!

feel like staring alone at the breakwaters at ecp...
k lah till here... tc!
muacks!

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Thursday 11 June 2009'♥

haha was wishing for a plan and BOOM... a plan came

ain told me that am i goin to sheri b'day? and suddenly i remembered kiddo haha
so called him... he ask to come by ecp at 3+... so went out... met ain at PP at ard 4+... then otw saw adila... well shes working at swensen PP haha weee cool lah!

so then go to ecp... met them at mac... well... merely 5 ppl?kiddo,sheri,ayu(kiddo fren),ain and me...

celebrate with a gateux cake then kiddo and ayu had to go.... so sent them at tao nan bus stop there... supposely meet azizi and nabil there too... but they were kinda far away and ain kinda piss off... haiya.... so me and sheri went to this blk to put the stuff and wait for nabil and azizi.... and tada!! they came at ard 6+... met them... ain had to go...

so left sheri,me,azizi and nabil to ecp... sat at this particular shelter.... eat,talk,laugh and stuff haha... well mainly sheri was our storyteller haha and nabil kept eating and eating and eating and eating... and i kept drinkind and drinkin till i had to pee real bad... which the toilet kinda disgust me haha

so went home at 8+.. reach home at 10pm.. and im dead tired...

I MISS MA NURSES haha

kk tc peeps! muacks!

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Wednesday 10 June 2009'♥

ah yes! ice cream!! omg omg omg... haha

well on tuesday... the CLANS... went to gelare at suntec city... well.. aina and ben wasnt there... haiya... so we went to gelare... well radyn and me like sweet gitu...share the waffle haha HAD LOADS OF FUN TIME EATING.... eu cn check out at dann's blog for the pic... IM SORRY DANN AND FILZAH WHO UPLOAD THE PICS... MA COMP KINDA SLOW TO UPLOAD STUFF... OR NOT... I'LL BE THE ONE HELPING TO UPLOAD IT UP.....SORRY!!

so then after gelare... went to millinea walk for choco cravings at candy empire... and cam shots.... well its LOVELY ok haha!! weeeeeee

so after that... decided to go marina barrage... which we camwhore again!! again and again till we get sooooooo tired!!! haha well at least im happy soooo happy on that day... kinda ferget about my blues...ma fever... which juz went down today... left flu... haiya....

so after camwhore session and MODELing session...met rishi at marina bay and gosh! hot kepe? 1st time arh saw rishi like that haha waaaaaaaa haha

went to rex at dhoby ghaut to eat... then to illuma to walk ard... bought rum chocs... and dann and radyn had to go off... haiz.... so then.. continue and chill at memorial esplanade... then went home at 10+...reached at 12+... boy am i soooo tired!!! *kinda dissapointed bout something when i heard A news*



so TODAY!!! prac at yck cc... started at 3+pm... tired lah!! done positioning and choreo to the song HUSH HUSH by PCD.. the upbeat version.... ALONE.... yan... i dunno wat to say lah.... rogue... she had asthma attack... get well soon aite? so i kinda INDEPENDENT like someone says.... so i choreo,position,recap,re-improvised some steps... and tada.... end up the whole choreo for nurse day!! yea!!! hopefully it'll turned out splendid... well dann and his brothers turned up at 6+pm.. WEEEEE HAPPY! haha his smallest adek was cute...but the hand... scary... i was frightened when he bend it.... haha nvm... peeps attended there should noe...

teached dann and his brother to forever... haha juz for fun... CUTE KEPE? and plz eh... no shuffle when eu stuck onto a step... haha

so went home at 8+.. reached... SUPER TIRED!! and i wanna go sleep now... i guess my whole body is hurting...haiz... kk tata tc peeps!

MUACKS!!

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Tuesday 9 June 2009'♥

weee yesterday... stress! haha

ouh well... was from geylang and goin to dance prac...get to noe.... ain was goin to dance prac with her family sending by car... yan was late... rogue came at 715.. and i was alone at ard 645... haha so decided from geylang to amk to search for burger king and for goodness sake... I DUNNO WHERE!!! hah

end up to macdonald...bought double quater pounder and OH JESUS i missed it haha

so then met ain and her family send us to dance prac...*PS: ain brother was cute!!!* haha siak²
then reach studio.... ati and her fren was there.... which was rogues clan...since they came 1st.. haha

then dane to whats a man to do... and thus came to our random... was talking bout hotel 626 and stuff and we hella laughing out loud becoz of our stoopid scare tactics act haha

then we do the usual game.... a person came out with a 4 count choreo... improvise it and make it a routine.... so we were doin it to HUSH HUSH by PCD.... the sentiMENTEL one haha...

kecoh lah!!! sexy kecoh!! ahha

anyway....


today was boring... so went out lepak with DARLING filzah and wira.... lepak² maen darah haha like wat wira says haha...bella and wani came along but left at 6+...aiya... cepat seh!!!!

well saw wira's disgusting site actually.... and i promise maself not to drink sprite!! haha eeeeee wira!!!! geli lah!!!!! haha well filzah,wani and bella noes haha geli lah!!!! haha

so then at 11+ went home ahha...waaa ceh ceh ceh...filzah!!!!! anak ku!! MENTEL haha

siak²

kk till here.....i gtg and sleep coz tomorow


GELARE WITH MA DARLINGS!!!!!!! omg omg omg haha
muacks!!

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Saturday 6 June 2009'♥

LADY GAGA IS COMING TO SINGAPORE...


AND I THINK... SOMETHING HAD JUZ HAPPEN TO MY BLOG... SOMETHING STRANGE...

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okaaayyyy ysterday...after sham house... at 6+..me and rishi went to ecp... well exactly rishi went home and i continued maself to ecp... ALONE...

walk from sham house with rishi.... share our LAZYNESS experience and ACTIVE haha...well get to noe rishi was sport freak huh? love to run and stuff haha i cnt imagine last time he was THAT fit haha srry rishi!!! no offence huh? haha well i didnt notice that i was that VOID-DECK-PLAYGROUND type of boy who loves to play soccer when i was young? haha omg omg omg i changed huh? haha

so walk till tamp safra...took 15 to ecp... went to marine parrade cc to toilet haha cnnt tahan lah!! then go to ecp alone.... get to noe that rogue and rurul was still AT YISHUN!! omg!! so im all alone... went to coffee bean and pamper maself.... ate egg club sandwhich which is suppperrr nice and white chocolate frappe` argh!!! nice lah!!! but while i was eating...msging filzah,rurul,SHEDAH SAYANG KU YNG KU MASIH RINDU KAN NYE!!! haha

but while i was eating...i was thinking back...why am i single....sometimes these situations...i really need someone to be with me.... i was alone...was thinking bout ma past...i was super sad lah actually... haha but nvm...i gt ma own imaginary fren in me.... whenever i felt bored...i talk to maself....freaky huh? haha ouh well... im always single...so this is wat happen...an imaginary date... haha but i never go to the extend where by...treating that fren a meal ok!! haha

so i gt bored... took cab to tamp....(buat amal ibadat kat masjid ok!) haha
well i ask the uncle wether cn use nets...he say can... so i took the cab then... suddenly reach darul gufran cnnt use the nets machine... NABUEY! so i ask him to drive further to this particular cc... run to its atm machine and withdraw money...... well before putting my 20 bucks in wallet...a guy approach me and ask for money coz he complain that he's goin back to wlds with his toddler son and gt no money.... well come on!! its a scam!! i noe.... i've been through this.... dun ask ppl for money lah...go and work...eu think i get the money by juz clicking ma fingers isit?

urgh!! so i rejected and said no....and he suddenly shout to me PELOKEK!(stingy) LIKE WTF!! if i were to listen to ma heart...i could juz bashed him up there.... urgh!! i dun give eu money well thats it.... eur at the particular fairprice...go and rob the cashier lah... asking ppl money for noe reason is the same as stealing..... well actually.. i rejected him...he still follow me...like really really rub his face on charcoal eh!! he seriously want me to give him the money.... COME ON LAH!! GET A LIFE!! urgh!!! these type of people should really get a retribution and start to realise world!! urgh!!

so ran to the taxi.... he u-turned back to mosque and paid him exact $10 then do my faithful stuff to god and met rogue and rurul and andre at tamp mac..... then we proceed to bedok jetty.... waaaaa another suay i tell eu!!

THE TAXI DRIVER FREAKING DIDNT NOE WHERE TO GO BEDOK JETTY FROM TAMP!! i told him direction and he never listen... well its ok...still mere $10 to bedok jetty.... WELL THANKS RURUL AND ANDRE TO ACTUALLY DEFAME ME IN TAXI... well eu get back to eur face haha well i gt the laser mouth mind eu!! haha ya...so much for me BEING RURUL'S ADEK... sertopit eh! haha

so reached bedok jetty...i get the chills coz i saw something... then proceed tot he jetty...and its at the end...OMG OMG OMG so far!!! me and rogue keep singing haha...

so reached there.... wait for rogues fren.... then four of us on two bikes...get the picture? rogue's fren share one bike... and rogue pillion ride me.... and its kinda funny coz the bike is actually spoil... haiyo!!!! haha reached 401 bus stop...i gt cab home... which cost me $20+ and onli a 15min ride haha weeeeeee

i was having fever by then... thats y i went home early... well yan and ain came later midnight though haha

k lah now im awake here... i wanna have A LATE BREAKFAST!! haha weeeee
MUACKS TO EU PEEPS!

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Friday 5 June 2009'♥

okaaayyyy holiday has started!!!! its kinda like from today!! till 6th july haiya!!

still remember on monday... after ns paper.. went to t3 to study for bio....but end up slacking at t3 mac.... i gonna miss massaging ma nurse peeps haha buffering their nails,gossips!!!,admiring hotties!! haha

i gonna miss radyn,danial,filzah,wira,annu,rishi,yusri,sham,aina,iffah,ben and some other bunch of crazy peeps!!! ma whole class!!!

so on tuesday danial,wira,rishi,filzah,sham and i cnt remember some other peeps come to ma house for group study on bio.... cook for them salami,bacon,fried rice,cheese hotdogs haha then at night...ICE KACANG!! haha

omg omg i miss those days!!

so on wed...after bio paper... they went to tekka....i went to dance...and then join the usual peeps at tekka...i was super feverish by then....but then its ok....having high fever,bag was 5kg haha im stoopid am i? haha should have rest at home... then went home at 11+

im still sick today...haiz.... kk yesterdat was nafa...waaaa soraya 1st time ok 2.4km!! omg gratz for her haha and shes 2nd last ok!! quite good for her!! im not being sarcastic ok!!!

haha so today...gt hep b injection waaaa later at 6 go to east coast and meet rogue and maybe goin home late at night....am tooooo sick oredi!! currently now at sham house haha

omg omg i got into tan tock seng hospital!! yea!!! now i have str8 train to go attachment!! haha am sooo happy!!! cnt wait!!! am with naz,ika dimple,wee nah and guess wat? SOMEONE is also same group with me!! happy lah!!

OH WAIT!! i gonna miss another person though!! sob2 gonna miss very2 much!!! haiz..... "plz lah eh kamu...dun go back to square 1 k?dun be stoopid k???" (oni certain ppl will noe who am i referring to....)

k lah till here...i wanna rest!! am too sick!!! sham room kinda cozy lah haha kk till here!!

a big MUAAACCCKKKSSSS!!!!! haha

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