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Friday 29 May 2009'♥

BARNEY IS A DINASOUR

-weeeeeeeee exams are coming!! im stress!!!
-nails are polished
-play cute game and forfieted with SAMBAL NASI AYAM PENYET!
-last day of skool and i miss my teachers and peeps
-hopefully gt the same hospital and ward with my close peeps!

lastly

-love barney!!! muacks!!
MENTEL

haha

kk tc peeps! muacks!!!! anyway if eu wonder why i type in point form....
IM FREAKING TIRED AND I WANNA REST!! kk tc! haha

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Thursday 21 May 2009'♥

something juz touched me while in bio lesson...

was looking out at the window after being crazy in class...ard 5+... saw this particular opening in the cloud and peaceful ray of light juz shone out of the clouds.... directly on top of the CGH... could it be someone who is really religious and really missed by frens and family passed away? coz in like 5mins...the particular opening closed and ard 30mins it rains heavily...

cool right? its soooo ghost whisperer.... eu noe the feelings when eu experience it yourself...
anyway life in skool is juz fine.... saw iz at skool...getting tembam haha and and saw bye to somebody and that somebody replied back...i was being random actually... OMG IM SOOOOOOO HAPPY haha

but back to moody when i start to get tired...my eyes sores...thanks to the BRANDSEK contacts urgh!!!

kk till here...i wanna sleep...urgh! nyte²!
muacks!

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Wednesday 20 May 2009'♥

best! yesterday i almost got heart attack...

well we were waiting outside classroom for bio... teacher was late... so i was bored...disturbing people...and i did something to rishi...and guess wat? he flung his hand and hit my phone...and my phone almost drop from the 6th level...


ANNU AND WIWI....THANKS FOR FIGHTING... well annu hand actually save my phone from dropping...she reached her hand out while fighting and it save ma phone from being flung out outside.... haha weeeeeee

anyway i got B for my bio...hopefully gt another B or DISTINCTION for my bio again... i wanna pass and go clinical practice haha

anyway...SAVING MONEY FOR PUSSYCATDOLL LIVE IN INDOOR STADIUM...
buying the cheapest one which is $68 oni haha come filzah!! save money!! i cn buy it like this coming monday or tuesday ahha

anyway.... schools starts to get really stress...almost everyweek we got test and in the middle...audition for nurse day... we didnt even complete much...haiyo!! stress seh!! and currently waiting for ROCHE to send me the soong....

YEA YEA HE ONLINE OREDI...TIME CHECK...11:40PM waaaaaaa now i gonna get some sleep... haha eur mix CUTE lah...sooo secondary type ahha kkkk thanks rogue and roche muacks!!! one day..dinner on me k? haha

kk tata yaw!
*hugs*

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Sunday 17 May 2009'♥

haiyo!!! i didnt get enough sleep lah!!!...

kk on friday...finish skool...went to bugis to buy the clinical watch for the next day prac test... yelah...7 ppl kirim ok!! abis $35 ku haha

met ain and syahirah...then met zal... i was with sham... haha then met them...went to bugis street for the watch then to tongseng for dinner...then after that...lepak for a while then went to yishun to meet rogue as ain wanna lend the pants... reach home at 1am... didnt get enough sleep... at 5am woke up and bathe

okaaayyy reached skool ard 7+... then getting ready to do the practical test...vital signs...omg im sooo nervous..but lucky im the last one lah! ahha

i was freaking trembling and kanchiong while doin the test...1stly i was SUPER tired...second im confuse... soo after prac test..went to simpang bedok to eat...then from simpang bedok...went to marina barrage with wira,aina,annu,filzah and some of wira's fren...i planned to stay longer coz i was freaking tired... but then i had to rush to singapore flyer to be an emcee for ains fren b'day.... of course i did something wrong...coz i wasnt really sure wats goin on.... i was really bz when skools start....im stress with skool works,test,life and then i couldnt get enough sleep coz of skooling and now this event...i wasnt really clear wats goin on.... no one tells me wats gonna happen.... i was tired and i cnt pump my brain juice...and when i was talking...and the cake part comes...saw that...NO CAKE! yelah.... then i dunno much to how to coverup.... i dun really noe the ppl around me.... i was cautious of my steps.... coz i dun wanna be labelled as an over react type of person... and when the cakes come....i got lost...i dunn even remember wat to say when a birthday cake arrives.... thanks to my stressness...i fergot everything...i even fergot that im living.... guess wat? i even forgot wat had happen for the last few days....my brain is jammed! i cnt even remember some ppls name!

i dun even have the mood to talk...but i juz carry on...try to be me.... but lucky yesterday...after the cake...im abit woken up...some of ains fren helped me...and at last...im juz kpo² there... i dun really much likely become the emcee for the day...

perfectly say....IM LOST...I DUNNO WHO AM I NOW! i juz feel like sleeping for a week and wake up to be me.....

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Saturday 9 May 2009'♥

currently listen to this...nice seh... go go listen!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys

kk today...gt dance prac...mornin met yan at causeway ard 11+ then wait for filzah and rogue then we proceed to 400+ to find a place for the dance prac....then check² gt bangla painting the dome..nabey!! no current and place urgh!!! so then went to fuchun cc...rememberd that today was VESAK DAY...waaaa then have to prac outside toilet haha...gt a space there lah haha

so then set up BATTERY speakers then start the prac..was tiring as hell...hopefully lost ard 1kg lah!1 plz plz! haha then after prac...330 yan and rogue had to go...the wani and bella had to go too ard 4+ and left me wira filzah and faridah slack...

then ard 6+ went to kfc....sat and eat...faridah had to go home and this part i have to say srry...

SORRY WIRA AND FILZAH!!! IM REALLY SORRY!!!!

was carrying two trays of food when wira told filzah not to look up...and she did it which obviously hit the drinks tray...and the drinks splash to us...and guess wat..its 3 cups ok!! omg we're drench with sweeet drinks!! omg!!! urgh!!! im sooo srry.... its out fault actually... i should have ask for help...wira shouldnt GERTAK filzah to look up and i shouldnt melata...waaaaa we drench...including phones and bag....

wira went out...thought he was angry.... but he went to smoke....me and filzah gt scared..scared of wira angry...i went to the LOCKED toilet to search for wira...but he wast there...then went back to filzah...gt to noe...wira was smoking...went to him...say sorry and stuff...then went back to eat....

after dinner...went to wlds interchange...otw... shared ghost stories experience and filzah got scared...poor thing ahha

so now back home...blogging and now i wanna rest..tomorow gt prac at 2.. i dun care...i dun wanna go geylang! hmph!

haha tc peeps muacks!

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Friday 8 May 2009'♥

haiz...today skool was super tiring...haha but kinda fun... learning all bout blood pressure and stuff... btw... i started to learn abit of tamil nowadays haha best tau!

anyway...i guess the PARTICULAR person doesnt like me...haiz...its ok...
liking a person doesnt mean he/she likes us back...haiyak!
haha

kk till here...muacks! no mood lah...watching ghost whisperer

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Thursday 7 May 2009'♥

well now im stuck to my desktop...IM FULLY BLOATED... haha... was super hungry so got home... ate TWO BOWLS of cereals...a HUGE plate of rice and indian fried bee hoon...aaaarhhhhh... haha and im fully bloated....

and yar... with contact lenses in my eye and strong wind from the fan... ITS FREAKIN IRRITATING!!

sooo today.... when in the bus goin to skool.... i suddenly had this vision... anway before that.... ahha

i gt a HUGE crush on this person...but i guess this PARTICULAR person doesnt like me...haiz... every mornin i get to see the PARTICULAR person haha

kkk away from the sidetrack... i had this vision... every morning...took 168... and when its like 645am...and on the expressway... listening to some monday blues songs...and i had this vision... a vision which i wanted to CHANGE my life....

somewhat...like seventeen again...i wanted to go back to my old days....change everything...change with who what i am now...i dun wanna be this... i dunno.... sometimes i LOVE my life...but to certain areas...i dun like....and anyway...i really had a serious crush...i couldnt help it... always had the feelings of approaching but then... i dun wanna be the guy who makes the 1st step...i dun wanna loose face...so maybe use some of my OLD tactics? haha anyway... i never been attach...oni dates...so maybe if i gt to date...i wanna be my date to be mine always?

haiz... why does my love life sux? i dunno.... sometimes..seeing someone flirting,dating,relationship... makes me feell sooooooo jealous... i always wanted to be treated with love and care... in relationship way..come on...family thingy...used to it...17 YEARS ALREADY...but i wanted relationship...i dun wanna be turn down by my dates like it used to be...haiz

till here my post maybe? i wanna bathe and get a good sleep...am too tired...and i hate this contact lenses...its super dry now...i hate it...i wanna change it soon!! ahha

tata tc peeps! muacks!!

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Sunday 3 May 2009'♥

waaaaaa for like almost 10 years maybe? i haven been to picnic...and now... A PICNIC!! but with frens haha

so yesterday...azmick plan on picnic....and the one who came by was me,soraya,sheril,kiddo and zal and of course azmick lah...

well told azmick to come by late...but he came early...3pm+ he's already at pasir ris park... we where unprepared though...

me,sheril,kiddo and soraya went to chinatown 1st to buy the BIG fan haha...skool and dance purpose.... and i bought it in RED colour haha...went to chinatown at 2pm+ and reached pasir ris at 4:30pm...waaaaaaaaa srry azmick...zal said he's 10 stops away from outram park..i scared we were late..and azmick would be angry so we go off 1st...gt to noe..zal was a train after us...haiya....

met azmick at pasir ris..bought hotdog buns...went to pasir ris park..and things get funny... we didnt noe where to get a good spot...and we thought azmick had a big picnic cloth...GOT TO NOE..ITS A CUTE ONE.... haiya!!! so got a spot...zal sat under a COCONUT tree.. the others...try sharing their butt on the matt... well at last sheril use her shawl as a matt.... haha so its like AN EXTENDED MATT haha

so then me and azmick went to fairprice to get snacks and stuff.... gt back at the picnic site...yelah... we went to fairprice for almost and hour eh haha kesian dorg...

then suddenly...azmick said...he brought uno card...YELLAAAHHHH we were waiting for something to happen for the past 2hrs...then he said he gt uno card.... haha so played uno...and guess wat? took use 2 HRS to end the game! haiyo!!1 kecoh!! haha but fun lah... azmick 1st..followed by me...zal....sheril...soraya...and the loser is kiddo...haha cute sia he... he lost..then he jump up...throw the cards and walk in circle..haha i couldnt stop giggling when i saw that... haha

then soraya and zal had to go off...so we went off together....send them two to mrt station...followed azmick and the rest to meet ain....then had dinner at kfc...took mrt to bedok and took 168 back home....

in the bus..met karim and amin....they gt back from band haha.....so then reached woodlands and yelah...gt this guy..kinda cute arh..sleeping....he's kinda those malay arab looking...sleeping so soundly...then i like shake him to wake him up.... omg... its hard to wake him up haha...

then he awake..i quickly run off...PAISEH LAH haha then karim keep saying.." suke eh suke eh" haha

well today...theres kinda a surprise lah...someone msg me out of the blues...and im suuuupppeerrr happy!! omg omg omg haha

k lah tc peeps!
*hugs!!!*

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Heartbeats ♥


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Him ♥

Nur Azhar/Ash
17
dancing/singing is his passion..
chocolates is his love..
loud,jokes,critisicing,care are his characteristics...

His Wishlists ♥

adidas gym+sling bag
supra gold high cut
nokia hp 5730
a relationship
to HAVE A LEAN BODY!!
a small cute lappy
a time machine*impossible lah dey*

SCREAM;TALK ♥


Links ♥

Dancers ♥

Ann♥
Aryan(Versatylers)
Amira(sec3)
Ainikinikazey
Ahh Qi
Ayiz
Azhari
Azizi
Ahyeen
BB
Bella
Feezah
Furbee
Fadh(3Ot)
Elfarahlee
Farah(china girl)
Greg
Haz
Halim Tweeniie
Kiddo♥
Kimmy*Hakim*(Halim's fren)
Nina
Nadia(Cheerlat)♥
Rad
Rebecca
Rogue
Ruth(aini fren)
Siti(30t)
Sham(Versatylers)
Syaiful(Kiddo fren)
Soraya Minahh♥
Tobi
Wawan Freak
Yenny miz'c

My Affiliates ♥

Aikha(ExEVPS)
Anna
Ais
Aann
Alvin(Kiff's)
Aul
Ayuni
Ash(Frensta fren)
Dill(Kiddo fren)
Dayah (Niece)
Emah love-d
Ejat thankkasih
Fahmy
Fadhil D'Jest
Fiona
Farhana EVPS yaw!!
Faiz
Hul
Ifa
Kila
Kydd
Lilly
Nurul Hanie Syazwanie(Shanie lah)
Natasha
Ryzal Rednose
Shindy
Shekyn
Shahidah
Shedah Sotong♥♥
Wansy
Yfa
Zaza
Zal EVPS?
Zal

Nursing Mates ♥

Aini NURSE♥♥
Afiq♥
Brenda♥♥
Dann♥♥
Eeeqqqaaa♥
Filzah♥♥
Iffah♥♥
nazirah♥♥
Radyn♥♥
Hasinah
wiwi♥♥

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