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Monday, 8 February 2010'♥

tittle: to love...

was wondering... wat does it feels like... when eur datingship was on a rock... eu let go that someone juz to let that someone back together with its partner... and then times passes and now single... eu tried to contact back... and lastly eu end up heartbroken back coz someone changes its mind... its either doesnt wanna contact eu back... or juz change and mend its ways and told eu that we cn never be together anymore...

haiz..

after such long waiting... im still on the rocks of suicide... im creating my own suicide point now... eu thought eu could get the love back and start all over again but it was jeopadized by some unseen circumstances... haiz..

well if thats the case... that is my life... i will never find someone perfect... even juz a date with.... haiz...
i tried to be positive but the reality juz hits my face back...

its juz bull shit... totally...

since i started to noe wats love... always gets the same reason when they wanted to stop contacting... how cliche and irritating is that? haiz....

thats it... im tired of it.... it seems like i always put on too much hopes... isitn that right so? haiz

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