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Wednesday, 25 November 2009'♥

tittle:no more nightmare

dusk juz sets in... its beautiful.. together with the song am hearing... juz uploaded there in ma playlist... news juz struck me... i dun want nightmares to continue again... its enough... i dun wanna hear sufferings anymore....

wheneva i heard or see eur name... god knows how i feel...

1stly... i felt like im such a nonsense... irritates people without knowing im actually doin so... i juz felt like im irritating and disgusting....

when i had a crush on so and so... so and so shows the bad part which actually tries to make me ferget so and so... is this how love life should start?

i juz hated my life... kept thinking why am i born this way? its suffering.... mixing reality and unreality together...

i juz felt like i gave up... gave up in everything... but i juz stand back up.... i juz started it few months ago but now.... im drop down... back down...

can i juz leave this unreality world of mine?
hopefully this is juz a huge test for me for a better day tomorow...

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    MusicPlaylist
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    Him ♥

    Nur Azhar/Ash
    17
    dancing/singing is his passion..
    chocolates is his love..
    loud,jokes,critisicing,care are his characteristics...

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    adidas gym+sling bag
    supra gold high cut
    nokia hp 5730
    a relationship
    to HAVE A LEAN BODY!!
    a small cute lappy
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