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Sunday, 29 November 2009'♥






tittle: those muggers
yeah2 tomorow CN exams!! jia you!!! haha eu ppl of my clans... gt luck aite!! and to some i noe too haha
so yea... today still continuing mugging... met up with filzah and wira at wlds interchange...took bus to tamp... met up with rishi and baizurah there.... went to this CC.. study at its macdonald... haha
was ma fav spot to mug last time....
5 years i didnt come there and alot has change... so i brought them there... haha
anyway mugging was ok... we did study... but there a few hiccups and all
smoking was like THE must for us ok!!
the brain was jam...
BITCH ARH BITCH!! haha
well we went off at ard 7+ goin 8pm...
was tired studying haha need a rest now...
all the best aite ppl!!! muacks!!
anyway... 9am tomorow for ma clans... we have last min revision ok!! lets chiong!! wooohooo
*huggies*





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tittle:over at fahmy's crib

ok2 i wont go more details in ma blogging next time haha

anyway went over to fahmy's place... such a last min though... met rishi,filzah and wira at yishun inter at 2+
reach fahmy's house at 3+ and guess wat?

didnt study.... watch tv,ate chicken rice that his maid cooked... and the cool shit thingy is that... the living room is aircorned!! i was freezing actually...

then sham and brenda came by ard 5+ and from there we started abit studying...

well these ppls have nothing to do... play soccer games then to looking at blogs on his wide screen tv... grrr
and something juz upsets me... kinda not in the mood for a moment... my tears kept holding back... thank fer the concern guys...

ya and thanks to WIRA and FAHMY for making me scream,shout and laugh... and i kinda hurt ma back ok guys! grrr

well at least my down mood was altered away...
haiz and by lookin at a phrase from somewhere juz now.... my blood juz cnt stop boiling...

the rest of them went home... left me,filzah,wira and fahmy... so went chilling at this top of the hill... then back home...

anyway... reach home...shedah called... shes upset for some certain truth she shouldnt noe... and she found 0ut... chill aite girl... its all over already right? this things are juz unseen circumstances... ferget about it aite?
huggies..

and to baby filzah... i noe its such a hard burden on eu right now for wats goin on.... we have eur support aite? think hard and wise k baby? muacks huggies

srry i couldnt pour my feelings out... its juz that... i feel like i shouldnt too... its like a no use to pour it...
by the screaming session that those two monkeys do it to me... i feel better clearing my lungs out.. HUGS TO EU BOTH! haha

anyway... wishing the dream will come true... baby ija eu noe it right? like how sweet it was... haiz...

i kinda not in the mood then now....
hugs to all heartbrokens out there aite!
=)

i will survive...as long as eu stood by my side...
im stronger....

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Friday, 27 November 2009'♥

tittle:ystd's mugging

so yesterday... dann,fahmy,wira,rishi,brenda,filzah came to my house for studyin... well school ends at 10.. but they reach ma house ard 4+... so its kinda lazy to study... we did study a lil... but end up playing horror games and sharing cool shit stuff haha...

str8tening dann's hair,seeing "genuine" dick head?,playing asylum 626,giving massages to peeps... and nt studying? wth haha i need to study for goodness sake! this monday exam ok!! haiya haa

so yea... ard 6+ went dinner near ma house.... had indian food and their craving ice kachang which i dunno when will they crave again... haha... i was goin to have fever... so i cnt taste much...

then we took 912 to tekong which dann and brenda departed at interchange.... then we lepak at tekong till 10+ then went home.... 2 of them were drunk... the rest was us was concentrating in LSD thingy... which is super cool shit haha....

anyway... early morning yesterday... bp goes high and ma blood boils... i juz dunno why... it came back and i cnt stop thinking bout it.... why must it be happening on the last day? why? and its juz frustrating to think it all over again.. like i said... no matter what i will try to be there for eu if eu fall back again...

some say its no use to think about it anymore... but i juz keep worrying bout eu i dunno why...

and early morning today... i juz love my dream... eu snuggled to me and whisper me dearly... its juz wat i wanted in my whole life... its was such a sweet dream but OH MOTHER spoiled it... the dream juz snapped out! tsk! i miss him ok! haha

aite eu people... i gonna miss JN0904E again!!! haiz... gonna see eu guys again on march... wth!!!
=(

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Thursday, 26 November 2009'♥

tittle:broken strings...

i still care for eu... i still try to be there fer eu...

the others kinda give up on eu... but i will always be there for eu...

i dun wanna see eu suffer anymore... plz... make me be there for eu? i noe it sounds stupid but i juz dun want eu to be sad anymore....

and i miss eu...more then the air that i breathe...

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Wednesday, 25 November 2009'♥

tittle:no more nightmare

dusk juz sets in... its beautiful.. together with the song am hearing... juz uploaded there in ma playlist... news juz struck me... i dun want nightmares to continue again... its enough... i dun wanna hear sufferings anymore....

wheneva i heard or see eur name... god knows how i feel...

1stly... i felt like im such a nonsense... irritates people without knowing im actually doin so... i juz felt like im irritating and disgusting....

when i had a crush on so and so... so and so shows the bad part which actually tries to make me ferget so and so... is this how love life should start?

i juz hated my life... kept thinking why am i born this way? its suffering.... mixing reality and unreality together...

i juz felt like i gave up... gave up in everything... but i juz stand back up.... i juz started it few months ago but now.... im drop down... back down...

can i juz leave this unreality world of mine?
hopefully this is juz a huge test for me for a better day tomorow...

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Tuesday, 24 November 2009'♥

tittle:dance xplosion competition

last sunday there was a dance competition held at hougang. was late though...missed fad faction... haiz....

so met up with sheril,soraya,mukmin at bns... waited for 161 is like waiting for years... ouh gawd!! so then reached hougang at 3pm...met up ryzal there....then went to watch it.... aini and kiddo was there already... so yeah... after comp... went to popeye at tamp... had lunch there and me and kiddo proceed to yck cc for a casual dance prac...

nad called me and she tagged along...met up at tamp..

so reached studio.... dance a lil but i had to finish up ma pbl project... such a bore... haiz.... today's the submission date and we still gt loads of things haven done yet....haiz

k ppl... lets done it and get over it!!!


booohoooo!!!!
=(

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Monday, 23 November 2009'♥

tittle: back like i use to

i dun wanna be annoyin,bitch,loud,suffering from unreality,nosey

i will juz keep questions to maself..
i dun wanna hurt people with ma annoying qustions

I'M SORRY

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Sunday, 22 November 2009'♥

tittle:It's all in the game

so juz now.. met aishah at bns ard 2:30pm.... waited for filzah and iffah till 330 ok! haha
so had lunch at kfc.. then filzah met wira and me and iffah and aishah proceed to library to do our project...

guess wat? was super full eh library.... so took one corner... do for a while... then aishah had to go and hafizah came.. so he bf take us a lift to nazirah house.... then we continue from there.... ard 7+ cooked dinner from nazirah kitchen haha then ghost story session with her father.. haha wth was cool stuff lah the videos and pictures he got.... woohooo sooo real... these type evidence for paranormal activities haha

so then after the session... ard 9+... went lepak except naz and hafizah.... so me,iffah,filzah and wira...

so tada iffah ask us to play truth or dare.. wth!!so we played the game and the more truth and dare... the scarier it is.... so yea... we dare unbelievable stuff... haha and all in our "1st time checklist" is all full haha too bad iffah had to go early since jibs jibs arrive.... haha but the dare after she went home was worst.... theres even a dare which make me remember of ma ex date and stuff... haiz..

PS:its all about the game girl... be strong... eu cn fight it... eu cn win him back... i have faith in eu!

so yea... went home at 11+ and now am fully tired haha.. gotta take a rest... muacks eu all... love2!!

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Saturday, 21 November 2009'♥

tittle:trigger

few months has past.... and another month came for our studies and in a weeks time... exams... then back to attachment

but that month felt like a year and i dun wanna loose this precious time...

back in campus... i juz felt different atmosphere goin on... its juz not different like it used to last time when i first start schooling.... conflicts,changing of personality,bitches,heartbroken and more unpleasent stuff was felt..

is 2009 that bad? coz since 2009 came and come to an end... disasters all over the world... couples having heartbreaking moments.... people who are lost in love life... death and stuff... if it is the bad year... we should welcome 2010 and prayed it to be a good all year round... with more joy and happines...

anyway.... i used to have a wish... a wish to try to ferget impossible things that i wish to have... but it seems like... the wish is not strong... im collasping into the darkness again... to some of people... its easy to say to ferget everything and look into the bright sight... but then again... we,the one whose experiencing all the pain... is suffering to look to the bright side... its like opening our eyes from the pitch black to the brightest bright places.. its hard to focus and get used to it...

secrets... secrets are meant to be kept... but sometimes eu had to let out secrets in order to reduce the problems eu have....but sometimes there are certain tiny secrets that are supposely to be kept and its sooo hard to juz let it out....

i still have a deep dark secret... and no one should knew about it except maybe one or two of eu knew about it....

i had a dream ystd... it do make a sense... but then to come again... the creater create me this way.... and expect his creations to change and mend their ways.... its not as simple as it seems... eu noe.. it takes years and full hard courage to change one person....... changing is not simple... its not simple when eu are born that way... eu didnt decide to be that way... they say... god made the decision and its fated when it happens... well is all the sins that human mades a fate from god too? i dunno... im not tryin to say i dun believe in religion... i do and even my parents are religious... and i believe and love my religion... but its juz that... i have thoughts... thoughts of why am i living in this world... where theres full of hypocrites,stereotypes and hatreds....

why cnt the world be an open minded place? why must there be taboo among the community?

and as for now... im juz tooo upset with myself.. i juz kept thinking why am i born this way...

someone's right... i am keeping things in my heart... and its hard to let it out... its juz hard to blurt everthing out.... its not because of mood or time... its juz that... eur confuse of wat to say... and which one eur about to say... fickle minds... haiz...

anyway... pray hard that i cry and blurt things out... its tooo much already...
i cnt even cry my problems out haiz...

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Friday, 20 November 2009'♥

tittle:dirt on boots

so yea... today... after school.. followed the nursing soccer members to watch their friendly match at sembawang haha... was raining heavily so it was a super cooling dae in singapore haha..

wore white to support somebody haha grrr but that person doesnt really talk to me today.. hmph!!

anyway... at sembawang.. filzah was bz becoming the photographer... me and dinie... dann's brother... lepak at the void deck opposite and to take care some of their stuff haha

was fun lepak with dinie... sooo much things to tell haha...PS:how dare eu ferget that i was there when the buke puase outing... hmph! i was the most noisiest and the one who treat boiled cockles haha

then they finished soccer at 7pm... so after their match... lepak with wira,naz and filzah at tekong for a while and then home... am suuupppeeerrr tired... gotta crash now! tata peeps nyte2 tc!!! haa
muacks

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Wednesday, 18 November 2009'♥

tittle:out for a last min movie

srry guys but i have to make this short and sweet... i gt last min research im not done yet!! =S

so yea.... today school end was super early!! ard 9:20 am? haha cool shit huh? after breakfast we all went home....

naz,wira,rishi,filzah and brenda wanted a plan... so i planned out last min to watch 2012 together haha

met up naz under ma block.. her father drove us to bns... thought of waiting for wira but end up we went 1st.. anyway bump into aini and sheril woohoo.. kiddo gt performance this sunday!!! haha

then went to somerset to meet the rest... wira came later...

went to cathay cineleisure to watch 2012... it was cool... kinda 7/10 for a movie but the ending wasnt really cool.... but yea... it open our minds! haha

3HRS OF SEATING AND MY BUTT HURTS!! haha
tomorow gym-ing!!(random)

anyway we went home seperately.. as for me,naz and wira.. her dad send us home from yishun.... awwww... now at home.. stuck her to lappy... gotta do research!! im dead if i do not done it haha

anyway ystd... went study after skool... was kinda a good payoff as i could do my paper today haha but srry rishi for making eu accompany me back to locker alot of times since i kept forgetting things and filzah too for accompanying me to locker even though eur scared... it was like wat? goin 9pm right? haha

and i was down ystd so yea.. srry for ma mood.. but thanks for the hugs eu two! haha i love being hug haha felt a sense of being there haha

k lah peeps.. gtg work... update soon aite!
muacks!

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Monday, 16 November 2009'♥

tittle:last min project

haiz today school... since morning till 3pm... we kept doing our projects... finishing up our PM project which is DUE tomorow and have to present... haiz.. stress ok!! have to last min research and doing reports... and then we didnt even have the time to do PBL project.. tsk!

well i finish up ma report while having dinner after skool at cafe 1... so we had japanese dinner and stuff... and finishing up projects... then we went home..

PS:brenda... dun be sad2 k? wats past is past... dun let it remind eu back aite? =)

clans!! tomorow study group after skool k?? woohoo maybe couldnt come down to bella's dance prac... haiz...

anyway went home with bani today...
PS: bani... if eu have anything to share juz tell me k? im always ready to be a listening ear..=)

k lah peeps... tc... nyte2 aite?
huggies

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Sunday, 15 November 2009'♥

tittle:at the movies

well ystd... WOOHOO WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITES... at wlds... last min plan... but the bad news was that... WE HAD TO LINE UP IN A SUPER LONG QUEUE SINCE MOST WATCH 2012 THEN GT THE TICKETS AND THE MOVIE WAS BORING... SUX LAH DEY!!

upon rating....3/10

haiz

well the movie was like someone record using hp... which is super boring in the day... the night was great... since eu cn hear foot steps... see moving things.. see things and hear noises... but was super boring... i swear i had a bad headache watching the cameraman moving non stop and i swear i wanna vomit.. felt like i was drunk... i slept when the boring part came

but the best was the last part where she gt possesed... i cnt say much lah... eu guys go watch eurself and eu'll noe haa

then at nyte... went to drinking with the usual peeps since its bella's b;day woohoo!! happy 18th b;day haha

theres a dance group there and i teach some stuff too haha sempat eh? well... they need help though... haha

then today!! went dance prac with rogue at rp... the voguelicious was there... ALOT OF THEM dancing... i mean like alot of group... was super bored since the voguelicious had to go so left me and rogue choreo some steps then back to staring at lappy haha

then filzah.wan parkour and wiwi came... so rogue went home and i went lepak with them... had dinner with them... then now reach home... woohoo... am sooo super tired...

"dah best2 tinggal kan aku" haha siak arh

kk tc peeps! muacks!!

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Thursday, 12 November 2009'♥

tittle:head spin

so today we started to do the PBL project and seriously..nothing gets into ma head!! grr hopefully things gonna turn good soon haha

skool was normal...ends at 11+ juz now..so then went to cafe 1.. and wth!! full house.. till ma contact lense wanna tear... too much watching haha

so we all decided to eat at food culture at century square... wth 10 of us... then juz now ate young tau foo... which i really miss it since i finish attachment haha... but the 1st bite was such a present.... the egg slipped out from ma spoon right to ma uniform then to yusri's uniform... dirty already... then yusri accidentally fell his tempe with blachan at ma pants... grrrrr double trouble!! but then lucky i bought extra shirt and pants... so i changed!! yeayness!! ahaha

so then all of them went home... left me,ayme,radyn,dann,iffah and yusri to tamp library to do our PM project... well we did do some work... radyn and yusri had to go early.. the rest of us was sent home by ayme's bf at ard 5+ hahah tada!! reach home... went to cut my hair.. and yea! a new look? wth haha

PS:dun get upset k? slowly time will heal and tell.. dun worry =)

muacks!

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Saturday, 7 November 2009'♥

tittle:out searching

yesterday... was having moodswings... im srry dann for being angry at eu at lunchtime...
i dunno why im having moodswings... isit the part where the sambal drop on ma shoes? or isit my mother who spit out the secrets... which is telling ma dad im goin ghost hunting at nite later on... or isit my grandma whose telling us that she kept dreaming of the dead souls coming back at her and asking to take her for a walk... kinda like a sign for her to go... i dun want it to happen!! haiz...

anyway ystd after skool..went back home.. at 9pm... met aini,filzah,wira and annu at admiralty.... met nazirah and her dad... brought us to sembawang where we then met yusri and fahmy... mampose!! the van very "big" i tell eu... until we had to squeeze our butt sooo much for some space!! haha

drop at senoko for a while for naz dad to run his errand... then out to bishan to pick up brenda,rishi and dann.... omg... now the space is worst!!!

went to rifle range there for the 1st hunting and i swear i really saw,hear and feel something.... reach there ard almost 11pm.... then went in.... but while walking in... onli me and nazirah heard a girl laughter...then turn to scream... its kinda like a few metres away.... the others dun hear it... i dunno lah... while we entered deeper... i saw something at the tree,signboard and this dark area.... i saw something nearing us and i heard something... its really that freaky and i cnt tahan already... but maybe i brought this small muslim bible(yassin)..maybe that help to keep things away from us.... well..i did prayed something for the things not to disturb us....

well on our way out... i really saw something freaks me out... 2 small red eyes actually peeped out and got in back into the woods... and i swear there wasnt anyone else...or cars.. or why must a car be in there when we are in the woods? haiyo!

anyway after that... went to singapore quarry.... well the scary things is oni that... the part where naz dad had to put up the barrier for the car to go in further... it was kinda up a slope and he forgot to brake it... and guess waT? the van slowly go backwards!!! it was super scary!! fahmy did pull the handbrake but forgot to stop it with the accelerator! bagus!! lucky we knock on the door and her father mad in time to stop the van... or not we become the ghost! haha

so went in to the quarry and guess wat? ITS NOT SCARY BUT THE PLACE IS AWFULLY B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L!!! i juz kinda really in love with the scenery!!!

and yea brenda! its a wish come true!! eu made it back there!! haha

so then after that... her dad brought us to jln kayu/seletar there...
where we go in ard and to piccadily road... and to this old abondoned... i dunno houses or barracks or bunks? i dunno... but it sure looks scary! and to make it more good effect.. it was dense fog since its actually 2am!! but then we got bored... went to this road... the devils den or wat? i dunno lah... yck there... and sure the place looks scary... everywhere is scary... i dunno how naz father survive working... where he got to go all scary roads... haiz... so yea... their project not really succesfull but we do feel chills and stuff... out own experience

and theres this photo which me,naz,annu and brenda i guess... saw something peeping from the tree.. where the others didnt and when i look through again... the thing was missing from the pic? how scary! grrr

anyway... at 315am... we're at matilda house!! well we cnt get in since its too early in the morning and us was tired and the house was far inside and its all muddy!

overall... we had great fun! we sang too loud in the van juz to keep things fun haha

so then send them all home... accompany the ladies back and then us back and damn fahmy! eur super heavy till ma feets gt cramp! haha anyway... reached home at 6am... bathe and went to sleep!

woke up at 2pm... went bathe and dinner with shedah since shes actually down my block! haiyo! gila lah she haha

went dinner at macdonalds near ma place... then to deserts at tpy swensens with normi!! i miss them!! had deserts! then went back home!! now im awfully tired!!

gotta sleep! tc ppl! nytes² muacks!
*huggies*

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Wednesday, 4 November 2009'♥

tittle:ghost hunting?

well... now im in skool... doin project... AND ITS NOT EVEN STARTED YET! except for some resources i gt from the net....

haiz... im feeling tired and sleepy... ate my black pepper chicken rice dumpling.. YUM²!! haha

well ystd had sooo much fun on SNW... teacher ask if we wanna do gymnastic and she got us the trampoline!! woohoo

had so much bouncing!! soo much fun!! haha i feel like doin it again... had the feeling of flying without wings ok!!! the best was the three sugars... iffah,radyn and filzah... haha we force them to be on the trampoline and dared them to jump!!! haha

anyway after skool... went to ktm railway..the malayan railway track... reach clementi ard 7+... met fahmy there.. then we went to the railway... reached ard 8... haiz... too bad radyn,iffah,dann and ayme cnt follow... haiz.. sad sey..

the peeps were
wira,rishi,fahmy,yusri,me,aini,filzah,annu,brenda and nazirah... cool shit huh? haha

so went there...nazirah's hp caught a spirit re-enacting a falling death which is soooo super clear...
yusri camera..i spot a little girl staring and it blended on a tree... eu gotta focus on it though..
and some other things...orbs were seen... and its a clear one.. not the dust orb...

well was kinda successfull but the strange thing is that... we all heard theres train coming on the way but theres no freaking train at all... phantom train isit? haha

so some of us was moody...moodless... and upset... haiz... we all feel eu aini... be strong k? and some of us lost the mood.... anyway... after the searching and hunting...went to mac at that kings albert park there... THE MAC WAS SUPER HUGE OK! haha... there we had dinner and went home...

anyway brenda haha its a random thing brenda!! im not on purpose... im not a bad person lah!!! im not into girls! tada!! haha

so then... i reached home.. but the strangest thing is that... i dun feel anything and slept well

anyway today morning... went skool with the normal peeps with extra person... IFFAH!! woohoo best ok!! haha

PS:im freaking waiting for my lappy!! where the fcuk isit?!?!?!?! grrr

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Monday, 2 November 2009'♥

tittle:life is short...

now i really understand that life is short.... no matter who eu are.... he's ma age... remembers how he used to disturb how soft i am... but its ok... we skool mate... and now he's gone...

due to some reasons of wat he had done... haiz...
well its fated to be that way for him... its such a sorrowfull dae juz now..

may allah take his soul and bless him and forgive all his wrong deeds... amin...

we,the siling students and ex siling students and staff and all other frens of eurs and even families will always miss eu hafiz...

haiz...

anyway.. skool was normal... i went out of skool early to be at hafiz funeral... reach his place ard 11+... but his body came too late... i had to rush back to skool by 3pm... at least i met all my ex classmates and frens...... haiz... its a sad thing to hear about hafiz lah... haiz..

innalilah wa'innalilah rohjiun

anyway... back to skool... lecture was fun and great.... after skool... had dinner... then ate some brownies... since one of our CA is having her last day today... haiz... we dearly miss her...
anyway... gave bani his presents... haha hopefully he really likes it ahha

and and and... get well soon dear filzah and fahmy k? haiz..

tcc peeps! muacks!

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Sunday, 1 November 2009'♥

tittle:jenny

so ystd was the phase test... I PASS.. but i gt alot of careless mistakes wth!!!!!

ystd's phrase of the day... "STOP BEING CHILDISH!!!!" "DUN TRY TO BE A GENTLEMAN HERE" wth???

anyway ystd after phase test... the clan went to have lunch at popeye at century square.... had fun there... then ate alot... the workers name had the same name in our clan... which is... ANU*without the extra N* and AZHAR.. which is me? wth! but im cuter! haha

then after that... went to watch jennifer's body...

haha was cool lah but seriously... FREAKING LAME!!! to my point of view... 5/10..
i noe guys says shes fuckin hot... even ma girlfrens... but i dun find her hot.. except her seducing eyes that is.... maybe they're juz plain blind or maybe despo for girls... WTH? haiz....

and a lesbian kissing scence ystd? made ma day... haha eu noe why? TOO BAD GUYS!!! SHE KISSED A GIRL AND SHE LIKES IT... WITH TOUNGES!!! haha
i noe its normal for a girl to kiss girl... better still when their high... but to close minded guys... too bad! haha

so after watching movie... met BAIZURAH BRENDA LIM LI PIN haha then went off to changi village.... met fahmy and yusri there.... weeeeee

but then... they all went off to och... filzah and me had a reason that we cnt go to such places... haiz... i wish i could follow....

so i decided to open vodka ystd.... and sham brought sprite and coke... AND NO ICE? WTH?
so went drinking... shared the 4 of us... i blanje ok! say thanks plz? haha

but i did when to buy ice later at the beach... THANK GOD! haha and bump into one cute guy ahha ooooo

then this two lovebirds had to go... left filzah and me alone.... haha gt mushy moments where me and filzah kinda dun wanna watch haha like we both acted PG there haha

so then when their gone.. me and filzah juz wanna start drinking... suddenly gt a makcik came... with her two daughters where filzah says their hot and cute? haha maybe i should agree a lil haha

but the fact that we had to hide the vodka oi! kinda funny haha

then we shifted to a bbq pit where nobody was using it... then me and filzah started to pour out stuff.... i 1st started drinkin a lil... but end up alot when i slowly pour out ma feelings... im juz tipsy not drunk.... i was tipsy+moody so it kinda looks drunk haha

i wanna pour out more... but privacy was close when the rest return from their paranormal investigations at OCH which i dunno see any ghost in the photos and stuff... BOOOORRRRINNNGGG

anyway... i was worried for them since it was gonna thunderstorm when they enter.. but i didnt sense any danger... so thank god for them.... =) i was worried for eu guys eu noe!! luckily ma pray for them for the rain to stop was accepted... haha it didnt rain... except for drizzles then when we went home.. was fine.. but wlds was having thunderstorm... which it stopped... haiz

haiz but it was fine ystd... it was super cooling with the strong cold breeze at the sea.. haiz.... i felt like wanna do a one night there... but i was too tired...

reached home at 1am ystd..... btw my intuition was right!!

today... gt a news.... my ex sec skool mate juz passed away haiz... i did have a feeling someone was goin away.. so it was him... haiz... we dearly miss him... pray for the best for him... haiz...

PS:i wanted to share more to bby filzah but i cnt pour it out ystd... i really need a hug thats y i keep eu hugging eu deary haiya....

rishi.... i am not myself ystd... i dunno but something juz bothers me alot lah... haiz...

but the most fun event was....BEING BITTEN BY ANTS AT THE BUSTOP... alot of ants.. eeeee haha

k lah... i cnt remember anything else now... i guess i wanna stop here haha
tc dearies readers... MUACKS! tata tc!!!

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