Friday, 23 October 2009'♥
tittle:nothing else
today... i dunno why i go hyper during team building haha... maybe thanks to redbull? haha
well teambuilding was fun... gt crazy while we doin paper tower... haha certain ppl will noe haha oops! srry yer for ma craziness... till iffah is scared of me haha
lately... my mood is soo out of hand... the minute im happy the next was crazy and suddenly turn moody to sad.... haiz.. when i think of it... im frustrated and i juz feel like shouting... but it cnt be done... its useless thinking of it
is ma past hitting me back? i dun wan to... i agree with filzah.. this year is such a bad year... with all stupid things goin on... with all the worst things we could have imagine tripped us... haiz... wat we doesnt want.. actually came... why? its hurting! why must our life trippin this year? haiz... hopefully 2010 is all the good sweet stuff... haiz...
its been 4months pass... and i felt a total difference...things changed... totally.. like who doesnt agree with it... every term... things change... haiz... for the good... better... bad or worst... haiz...
for me... its bad to worst... ever since 2005 but the oni good things i treasure was frens... but hopefully by next year.. it'll change... change to a new start... a good thing... a special person to be there for me?
thinkin bout the past juz hurts me and hearing more shocking news hits me more and unimaginable... i juz wish it didnt started out... i wanted to change the past... but its too late... now im stuck... stuck in the present......haiz
Labels: the past hits me
