Saturday, 29 August 2009'♥
tittle:i cnt understand still...
i juz couldnt think of whats really goin on... since i was 14 till now.... like years already... why do i always end up with a date thats always plays with ma feelings? i couldnt understand eu guys... haiz... soooo much reasons to tell... but one thing... eu juz wanted to left and finish of the date... haiz....
isit ma appearence?isit juz becoz im fat? am i even fat? i juz gt flabs thats all.... and i cnt even understand... when im down or lonely... non came to talk or to text me asking me if im fine and tried to cheer me up... infact... they changed the topic... like hello?!? didnt i tell eu i need care,love and concern... and eu've told me that eu cn try to give but cnt be committed enough... i understand but cnt eu try a lil? and to think that i've told eu i liked eu... and eu've told the same... but end up.. eu tried to move away... i cn tell by eur text msgs...
i really cnt understand....
why must it be soo hard on me... and this has been the same thing that happened to me since 2005... the same thing..
urrghhhh i've always been treated like a puppet with strings... even though im strong... but im weak in a way... haiz...
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