tittle:year one

ystd went out to buke with someone haha... then went to watch year one.. at 9.20pm haha... cool lah de story.... but overall... it was oni 3/5.. funny but not really... but it do ask questions that we normal ppl keep thinking... example... why are we referring god as a he but nt a she.... and loads more lah haha

but the rating of whats goin on in the cinema was 8/5 haha wooohooo!!!!! nk lagi nk lagi haha

anyway today's dance.. was super boring but at least we came out some choreo... arul teached some of the malay dancers whom is strangers to us but hopeless haha dah baek kasi free lesson ok!! ahha


btw² brought this cool drink called bavaria... IT SMELLS,TASTE,LOOKS exactly like BEER but!!!!! its actually mineral/sparkling juice... i fooled ma dad and bro though...

smngt bapak marah haha

k lah till here!! tomorow 1st day of poly! wish me luck!!

and peeps... TUESDAY! I CNT WAIT! UMMACKS! hehe

Labels: movie

tittle:i cnt understand still...

i juz couldnt think of whats really goin on... since i was 14 till now.... like years already... why do i always end up with a date thats always plays with ma feelings? i couldnt understand eu guys... haiz... soooo much reasons to tell... but one thing... eu juz wanted to left and finish of the date... haiz....

isit ma appearence?isit juz becoz im fat? am i even fat? i juz gt flabs thats all.... and i cnt even understand... when im down or lonely... non came to talk or to text me asking me if im fine and tried to cheer me up... infact... they changed the topic... like hello?!? didnt i tell eu i need care,love and concern... and eu've told me that eu cn try to give but cnt be committed enough... i understand but cnt eu try a lil? and to think that i've told eu i liked eu... and eu've told the same... but end up.. eu tried to move away... i cn tell by eur text msgs...

i really cnt understand....
why must it be soo hard on me... and this has been the same thing that happened to me since 2005... the same thing..
urrghhhh i've always been treated like a puppet with strings... even though im strong... but im weak in a way... haiz...

Labels: meaningless

tittle:karaoke

HAPPY 19TH B'DAY ANDRE!!! aha was ystd though haha
after work... went to rogues house at 5+ to str8ten her hair....

then proceed to tamp haha oops... srry we late... buke in bus with oni chrysantemum tea haha
then reached tamp interchange.. bought gateux cake for andre and a small strawberry mooncake for us haha

went to bedok to meet them... myra,albino gal and andre haha... well andre bought this cool helicopted thingy that cost $80+ haha its cool but I SWEAR I WILL NEVER BUY IT coz i really dunno how to control it haha

bought fried rice with rosted chicken then went to cash studio... OUH GAWD... from 8pm-11pm we sang like nobody's business.... was SUPER FUN YSTD AND TIRING!! haha buke kat karaoke studio ok! haha sang alot till ma voice hurts... went to mac intention to buy green tea but end up double fillet meal haha... continue eating.... cut cake... singing... then before went home... smoke break and theres this 2 bapok.. from behind very woman but when look infront... i swear... ANGLES WINGS WILL BE BROKEN AND FALL ROLIING ON THE FLOOR....if they saw them... muke very jantan... haiya... but nvm.... its them... wattado... i gt bapok frens but more beautiful then them haha

well... while smoke breaking... played the helicopter... we kept shouting coz its sooooo high but end up falling haha and almost fall on the road... rush to catch the last bus... THANKS EH... BUS PANAS NK MAMPOSE..... saw zuraidi though... ke rashidi? haha i fergot his name... then tada.... reached home at 1+... bathe.. texting... then sleep.... and now... juz now... help a green butterfly to go out from ma house... it was stuck inside haha poor thing... the thing when it walks on ma finger... super ticklish haha

k lah... goin out soon though to catch a movie haha cnt wait!
muacks eu ppl!!!!!

PS:2 more weeks to end of attachment..

Labels: ma voice go deeper

tittle:wats with blogger nowadays... now ma posting looks like a notepad... haiz...

anyway... today's like the 3rd day of fasting and the 1st time im working while fasting... sexy ey? haha
gt loads of obstacles but was ok though... enough bout today...

YESTERDAY...

erin and wiwi ask to go out at 330pm ystd aha since boredom at home.... then met them at interchange... went to cotton... thought of window shopping but bought 2 shirts... MY MAIN MOTIVE WAS JUZ TO BUY KEBAB... REMEMBER EH PPL... haha

so bought 2 SHIRTS FROM COTTON ON.... then went to bazaar with wiwi... as erin gotta go work.. *wiwi² we kept looking for the indonesian guy haha*
then went to bazaar... bought TULANG MERAH AND 3 KEBABS.... so then went out from bazaar... DRAW MONEY... saw nadia and her sister.... then went to buy kurma for her dad... then i went and buy NANGKA GORENG...8 PIECE..... then went lepak at this road... haha with wiwi oni... nad went home...me and wiwi... mate bersih clean ok! haha

sing...dance...do stoopid stuff... check out stuff that we bought... OUH YEA... wiwi bought LOADS of bangles at chameleon haha(ke-me-lee-on),(cha-melon),(char-me-leon) hah mcm² name cn?

then lepak... saw mr zaki... continue lepak... saw her ex date... talk about it... send her break up songs... then went to lepak at fushan.. well this part gerek..

WAS SITTING DOWN AT THIS PONDOK... THEN CAME A BLACK DOG.. CAME TO ME AND ASK FOR FOOD... WE WALK AWAY... THE DOG FOLLOWS... WIWI WAS FREAKING OUT TOO MUCH haha

omg omg omg the reaction was priceless haha
so tada... from one kebab... to loads of food... NOT TO MENTION AIR KATIRA haha sexy!!

k lah ppl... i wanna sleep... ma eyes droopy haha
tc peeps MUACKS haha

Labels: huh?

tittle:fasting

so tada!!!today's the start of the day of fasting... hopefully i make it one month aite?

haiz... days are sooo full of up's and downn's.... stress of work.. and i felt like no one to let it out ma stressness.... haiz.....

i feel like breaking things haha cn i? i should... lets see haha

anyway.. I MISS MY PEEPS.... CNT WAIT TO GO BACK SKOOL!
MUACKS!

Labels: fasting month

tittle:sexy

ouh gawd plz!!!! im getting stress day by day while working aha but i had fun lah... more experience coming up!!

anyway.... waiting for someone to finish work haha... maybe a lil chat on the phone... wanted to meet tomorow but somebody out there was shy... doesnt want me to accompany back home... told me that it bothers me coz im tired from work... haha awww eu cared bout me.. muacks haha


anyway... juz cut ma hair.... a lil suckish but wth.. at least i trimmed it and ma head feels lighter!!!! now i cn head bang anywhere haha maybe tomorow? wooohooo haha

PS:something caught up on me and left me speechless...

Labels: hairy hairy hair

tittle:sheesh

waaaaaaa today seriously... plan... last minute but... ok lah haha
supposely meeting zie at costa sand... end up at mac at downtown... thanks fer making me walk extra miles haha

so then met up.... ate at mac... then went to sheesha at mosi cafe..... and frankly... i dun feel like eating there again! i gt cheated!! urgh!

ok nvm... lets story 1st k?
me and zie mcm date arh.... sat at a 2 seat table... brought drinks and waited for filzah and jas...
tada!!! we reach ard 5+... they reached at 7+... haha nvm... so sat... they bought food... we ate... then waited for zie's fren.. skali dtg.. MCM RAYE OK! aha loads siak... theres no space... so they seperated to arabia... and there came her date... and 3 other frens haha... sat together... sheesha... do stoopid stuff... and i order frank sandwich... and the waiter doesnt noe? haiyo!! ask for hotdog also dun understand haiya! i guess he's freaking foreigner lah... DUH haha

then went the food arrive... THANKS EH GT CHEATED!
supposely gt three franks... but the last frank... CUT THE TIP TO MAKE IT LOOK THREE... THEN CUT THE OTHER TOP TO MAKE THE BOTH BREAD HAVE THREE FRANKS.... damn it! urgh! and the fries... LIKE ONI 5 STICKS AND THE CABBAGE LIKE WAT? A PINCH? NABEY CHAO CHIB... AND I PAID $6 FOR IT? CB

but then come again... i hate complaining... i dun wan things to get worst urgh!

so stayed till 10+... went home... and tada!! back here!! tired!! nk sleep! haha weeeeeee
k nyte ppl!!! tc aite! blog soon
muacks!!!

Ps:eu've made ma day and im lookin forward to meet eu.... haha... muacks!

Labels: trusted

tittle:sheeshaing

thanks to paradiso girls song...patron tequila... keep saying IM DRUNK ON MAGARITA... and guess wat? bought it juz now while sheesha-ing... HEAVEN i should say haha

supposely today plan was to gather with the old clans.... but dann wanna go out with his soccer buddies... rishi bz... wira i dunno... so left annu and filzah....

but luckily.... sham and radyn cp mates went out to bugis too for sheesha.... annu reached earlier to bugis.. so she follow them 1st... then me and filzah came later at 4+ and eat at zam zam...

after dinner... went off to sheesha at haji lane... i cnt remember the place name.... but the ambience is suuuppperr cool!!! so arabic!! haha

bought strawberry and mint sheesha.... and vani.... their cp mates... bought wedges and fries... i bought 2 watermelon juice *cant resist... it was tantalizing and i like it!!!* haha and a lemon magarita weeeeee SUPER NICE I TELL EU... haha annu and radyn!!!! eu said eu dun want... but end up... took some huh? haha i suuukkeee!!!

then after having fun with jokes... but actually i juz gt to noe them haha

so then went home as tomorow start working again haiz.....
i wish holiday was longer!! i wanna school!!!!! haha

PS:the waiter at the sheesha... HE'S SUUUPPERRR CHARMING!!! am i right girls? aha

muacks!

Labels: smokey

tittle:national day

this is home.... truely... where i noe... i must be... CEYYYYY smngt! haha

well yesterday its NATIONAL DAY haha and yeah.. most of the singaporeans loves to come down town juz to catch fireworks... but then come again... even the foreigners were there too haha

met up with kiddo at bns then went to cotton for last minute shopping....then went to meet soraya and sheril at mac...
then met up with azmick at raffles place... walk to one fullerton... and frankly.... SORAYA'S TRIPOD IS IRRTATING!!!!! URGH!!! haha
then andi and his sister and his sisters fren... cnt enter... so i have to get them and told the police they were ma siblings haha siak arh!!

then went in... lepak... play card... waiting for the fireworks time... at 7+..ain and yan came but cnt enter... sedih seyyyy haiz
while waiting bout loads of frappes and sandwhichs from starbucks haha... like thats the oni source of food haha

fireworks were coool but nt really awesome... looking forward for firework festival though haha

then after the fireworks.... went off to lau pa sat... but was super full so went to tanjong pagar kopitiam... but end up at macdonalds there.... had dinner.... then went off to clark quay and met up with rogue,wawan and african girl... we joke alot ok! tired lah haha
while on the way to clark quay... me and ain kept singing haha and at this certain place... runway walk ok! haha 6km walk huh? haha


then lepak at clark quay... went back at 12+... reach woodlands... lepak with sheril and soraya till 1+... then sent sheril home... reached home ard 130+... tired lah haha

nowww... waiting for the plan to go bugis with filzah... haiya haha weeeeeeee

i gtg watch tv for a moment... tata haha

Labels: boom

tittle:partially over

so i guess this is it.... its over... maybe?i've confessed and i got nothing to hide from them now....
its better of this way... it wont be hurting me anymore

i took all my courage to do this.... i've tried to be strong....
but now... i have to be stronger...

well right now... im in a challenge...
hopefully i could make ma way through....

Labels: dun fall back

tittle:all over again?

thats it... i told maself to move on.... but here wat's happening....back to square one....
why must it be this way again?
why must it repeat... i gonna bear another few more weeks?till back to campus?

and i only need one thing from eu....its sooo simple and easy...
"ARE EU OK?"

THE ONLY PHRASE I WANNA HEAR FROM EU....

i dunno wats with eu... even as a simple fren asking another fren are eu ok?why are eu down? isnt it super simple to ask?

is eur mouth collecting hard rock golds?? to other ppl... its super easy for eu to open eur mouth.... i cn see with ma clear contacts eyes.... plz really tell me the truth.... the other day eu told me... i thought it was enough... but i cn see... it isnt...

its easy for eu to communicate with everyone...but me?

god.... i really had too much lah...
why must eu keep giving me these things that hurt me too much...
why must eu approve all my wishes which gave me sad moments...
why arent eu approving of wat i want??

is the satelite working up there?cn eu hear me?
i need answers... even though i noe i couldnt... haiz
srry god... but i really need to let it out... its not even a sin right to noe the truth?

Labels: i barely hold my tears

tittle:too soon?

okaaayyy that was too soon... someone wants to get to noe me... but it was too soon to be with... i cnt understand haha

anyway... todays work was fine... didnt noe like in medical is more tiring then surgical.. its tiring coz theres a little less thing to do then surgical ward... more like... tired of standing.. i've done bad to ma legs haha

i need a massage plz!!! urgh!!!!

am suuupppeeerrr tiiirreeeddd!!!!!
anyway... 9th august is coming haha cnt wait!!! ouh no!!! get ready to msg the whole lot of them hehe!!
weeeeeeeeee

=)

Labels: early lah dey

tittle:riding

ceeyyyyyyyy IFA HAS A NEW CAR SEYYYYY waaaa was hounourd that she gave me and shedah a ride haha

ermm lepak with shedah after work with zana and this guy dunno the name haha oops!
then she had to go... so me and shedah sat at sec skool to watch they march ahha how i miss those days ok!
then went off to meet ifa at cwp... gt into the car... which was freaking cute haha and off to bedok to meet her fren....

for this directory thing to find where her mom is...*dun laugh ok!* haha

aaannnddd.... SHEDAH FOR THE 1ST TIME DROVE ME AND IFA AROUND FOR A MOMENT HAHA....shocking ey? now i noe how she reacts when she drives haha

made ALOT of jokes... and being in ifa;s car make me road sick ahah... she drove like rollercoaster ok!


then set off to furama riverfront at outram then back home.....

.......

well... for me... my mind is set clear.....i clear out things with somebody and now i wanna treat him like a fren...
no more stupid thoughts.... im happy this way..... im happy of what i've done... no more confusion...

=)

Labels: lets keep it rolling

tittle:unspoken

the 1st day today and everything was sooooo different... like i juz stepped into the course... and gt no idea wat to do...
the environment is soooooo diff.....
i saw someone soooo familiar..... and juz now... met asyraff... after like 3 years not contacting..waaa

anyway.... gt this person... looks kinda possesed... i dunno how to handle... am scared... i gt weak when the chanting starts... haiz...

anyway... im getting confuse day by day... i wish i get the answers fast and direct.. i dun wanna put on high hopes again...haiz..

*how i wish... things were easier and open in this world... haiz*

Labels: confused

tittle:another day at swensens

ouh gosh... was fuck up though when get to noe that we actually need to march ard the stadium juz now at yck... holding a sports equipment up and walk... kinda like ndp... haiyo!!!! haha

but at least i gt to wash eyes though....gt one person... omg!! cute ok!! haha urgh!!! haha

then went to city hall... yan,ain and kiddo... we guys met sheril at train... then to cityhall... met up with aini,syafiqah and syakilla haha then off to pastamania for eating!!! yea!!! haha

then a special b;day ice cream surprise at swensens!! wooohoo!! actually ystd i ate at swensens! haiyo!!
so total up!! I WENT UP A FEW KGS NOW I GUESS! URGH!!!!!!!!!!

so i guess i have to diet now! haiz

anyway... tomorows the new day at a new ward...haiz... wish us luck!
=)

haha tc ppl muacks!!

happy 17th b;day kiddo!! haha


swenens,pastamania,yck stadium.... i could still remember the cuties i saw haha

Labels: getting fatter

tittle:happy nurses day

woohoo happy nurses day.... and my inbox is getting full of it haha
anyway... treated ma dearest to swensens... but sadly some wasnt there

wira,rishi and filzah gt to enjoy swensens... but i promise ma dear dann,radyn,annu,sham.. i WILL TREAT EU GUYS TOO OK!
went shopping today which cost me almost $200 haiz..

total spent for days... $400+ haiyo!! i need to stop using the money now

haha cnt say much... too many things happen but things turn out good today...
fireworks galore at 8pm haha then went home

say zana pisang and karim! OUH GOD I MISS THEM!!!! talk till 12+ and went home..
haha ape karim?pecah lobang? oops! aha

muacks to eu peeps! ammak! haha

Labels: nurse

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17
dancing/singing is his passion..
chocolates is his love..
loud,jokes,critisicing,care are his characteristics...

adidas gym+sling bag
supra gold high cut
nokia hp 5730
a relationship
to HAVE A LEAN BODY!!
a small cute lappy
a time machine*impossible lah dey*

Dancers ♥

Ann♥
Aryan(Versatylers)
Amira(sec3)
Ainikinikazey
Ahh Qi
Ayiz
Azhari
Azizi
Ahyeen
BB
Bella
Feezah
Furbee
Fadh(3Ot)
Elfarahlee
Farah(china girl)
Greg
Haz
Halim Tweeniie
Kiddo♥
Kimmy*Hakim*(Halim's fren)
Nina
Nadia(Cheerlat)♥
Rad
Rebecca
Rogue
Ruth(aini fren)
Siti(30t)
Sham(Versatylers)
Syaiful(Kiddo fren)
Soraya Minahh♥
Tobi
Wawan Freak
Yenny miz'c

My Affiliates ♥

Aikha(ExEVPS)
Anna
Ais
Aann
Alvin(Kiff's)
Aul
Ayuni
Ash(Frensta fren)
Dill(Kiddo fren)
Dayah (Niece)
Emah love-d
Ejat thankkasih
Fahmy
Fadhil D'Jest
Fiona
Farhana EVPS yaw!!
Faiz
Hul
Ifa
Kila
Kydd
Lilly
Nurul Hanie Syazwanie(Shanie lah)
Natasha
Ryzal Rednose
Shindy
Shekyn
Shahidah
Shedah Sotong♥♥
Wansy
Yfa
Zaza
Zal EVPS?
Zal

Nursing Mates ♥

Aini NURSE♥♥
Afiq♥
Brenda♥♥
Dann♥♥
Eeeqqqaaa♥
Filzah♥♥
Iffah♥♥
nazirah♥♥
Radyn♥♥
Hasinah
wiwi♥♥

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