i followed my feelings too much..it suffers...

Wednesday, 8 July 2009'♥

title:change my mp3 player to the song saygoodbye by haz

got this song for like almost 2 weeks *thanks to dann* and i juz realise... the lyrics... are soooo true and it really fits what am i goin through...

so i high light abit aite? and btw the nick of this person is Dee...since i cnt tell out the name right? only certain ppl would understand who am i referring too....

first verse*
baby,i know we cant do this anymore
and i noe we have to say goodbye
but i didnt want it to be this way

so that part there....the part where i noe we cnt do this anymore...its like... i cnt even contact much with dee since attachment has started... and would like to give some time off... i dun want it to be something thats bothering dee

and i noe we have to say goodbye....is where i start to seperate with dee... i cnt get in contact that much and the part i didnt want it to be this way... is really true... i dun really want it to be this way... but its got to be this way... forgetting dee is the way to reduce my burden in love...

continue...
what am i about to say,you havent heard b4
but i gotta be honest to myself cause i gotta let eu go
you think i cn be with eu,you're a forbidden fruit
and i hate that religion came between us two
i dun wanna lose eu,if i had to choose eu baby
the answer for that,is to be with eu
i dun wanna go through,with tryna make it
but i noe eu dun wanna see me getting hurt

translate in me...
this is what im trying to bottle out... eu haven heard of me b4
i gotta be honest to myself that i really like eu...but i cnt do it coz i gotta let eu go... eur really different to me in terms of loving gender
i tried to think that i cn be with eu but its like a forbidden fruit... something so forbidden that i cnt even fall to eu...
and i hate the part where it stated in religion that we cnt be together...
i really dun wanna lose eu coz eur the dream that i really wanted... and if i had to choose... its always will be eu as my answer..and that is.. its to be with eu

and my most favourite part
baby dont leave,baby i want eu to stay
i'll do everything to make it work
but i feel we need to go our seperate ways
before we end up getting hurt

i really dont want eu leave me literally.. and i always wanted eu to stay in my heart
and i tried every single way to win eu and make it work
but it all fails... and we had to go our seperate ways... eu be eu... and i'll be me since.. we cnt be with each other...
and before any of us getting hurt... especially me... since i develop this feelings to maself...
haiz... stoopid am i?

the best part...
so how cn i follow my heart,to let eu go
when my heart choose to be with eu
why did we try from the start,if it wasnt right
and now we have to turn the page and say goodbye

so how cn i really let eu go when my heart still wants eu to stay...
why did i ever tried to win eu when everything wasnt right
and right now... i have to turn to a new page... start afresh... and say goodbye to this stoopid feelings...

in the 1st place... when should i start to develop this feelings to eu?
haiz..

Labels: i dun want eu to leave me

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