Wednesday, 29 July 2009'♥
tittle:honestly
honestly right now.... i guess its time to move on....
I WILL COMPLETELY FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING...
every single feelings about you.....
i guess its right.... it is wrong for me to be waiting for something impossible....
im completely drift away into fantasy for the past few months.... i've bothered ppl whom i closed with.... forget all those sad post of mine... i shouldnt have been producing unrealistic feelings when the truth is... im in living in fantasy...
i still gonna miss all those times i do stupid moves to eu... thinking that i will eva get eu...
but then again.... eu moved on already... and im still stucked here....
it may seem that im still young... yea ppl do say that its still young to be having love...17 ey?but eu wouldnt noe when will eu eva die right? this is the age where most teenagers/adult teen will start to have those feelings.... feelings of crush,anxiety,affection,love where i didnt even get to taste it.... it do takes time... i cnt rush... but... when i stop rushing... it starts to be lonely... REAL LONELY....
oh allah... when will i eva get into reality?when will i eva had to get the taste of love?why am i in this situation?why am i born this way?is this the obstacle and test eu've gave to me?it hurts too much........Labels: complete out of danger
