Friday, 26 June 2009'♥
i will always stay strong no matter what..
i will always go through every obstacles that comes through ma way...
words are easy to say to make me change... but action doesnt...
i cn hear the advices to change me... but my mind,soul,heart and action couldnt....
i really cnt bear to see eu being sad always... but eu noe... things should change....
listen to eur frens... we wanna help eu... but eu kept listening to eur heart.. which slows eu down from reality....
i saw eu being sad... i tried to talk to eu... but eu left me stranded alone....
i wanna bottle out ma feelings to my frens... but when they prompt me up to bottle out... it wasnt the right time... when i wanted to bottle out... ppl wasnt there for me... i need a hug... A HUGE HUG... i really wanted that... that night... but... the day has gone... it was too late for me...
should set another date to go out and try to bottle ma expressions,fears,hurts and every single things in ma life that i bear for almost 17 years and 8 years of pain and agony i suffer from the hints and sarcasm i get...
sometimes... ppl do get what i meant... but there are certain points which ppl doesnt.... ma problems cnt be shared with family members... coz its too personal for me... ma frens could...but they have problems too... i couldnt juz let me out maself... i wanna go to the comfort zone... but its freaking hard... at least i did come to certain stages... i juz need more time to change...
im sorry... i guess... im such a burden to everyone
every single ppl i noe....
Labels: upset
