Saturday, 13 June 2009'♥
how many MOONS ago i've been blogging and i realise something....
the date of my post... is one day younger... so supposely... ma last post is on 12th june.. and this post is on 13th june...
haiyo!!!
anyway... today's dance prac... theres not gonna be alot of people coming... aisyah goin johor.. bella cnt go out on weekends... haiz... wira's working... left me,filzah,farida,farishah,syu,wani and still waiting for confirmation msg... mukmin.. haiya...
i've been thinking... i guess i should juz drop this feeling....i noe its impossible to get... people like me... its hard to find love... and a true love... hoping for this... i noe i would never get... its impossible.. i guess... i should be left like it used to be.. alone... i noe.. my characteristics.. arent the ones that they seeking... i noe that people will only accept me as a fren and nothing else... i cn only be a fren to them but nothing special...i noe that... i will always be this way... i never been treated with love and care in a relationship... either the dates dump me... or... they gt something wrong in the head...
i dunno... i juz wanted to shout everything out.....
PS:i want 2 hallogen balloon
-so i could right my wishes
-and the other balloon...write all my problems... so i could let it go...
so my wishes would come true.. and my problems to go away....
but i noe.. ma wishes are hard to come by... urgh...!
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