Thursday, 7 May 2009'♥
well now im stuck to my desktop...IM FULLY BLOATED... haha... was super hungry so got home... ate TWO BOWLS of cereals...a HUGE plate of rice and indian fried bee hoon...aaaarhhhhh... haha and im fully bloated....
and yar... with contact lenses in my eye and strong wind from the fan... ITS FREAKIN IRRITATING!!
sooo today.... when in the bus goin to skool.... i suddenly had this vision... anway before that.... ahha
i gt a HUGE crush on this person...but i guess this PARTICULAR person doesnt like me...haiz... every mornin i get to see the PARTICULAR person haha
kkk away from the sidetrack... i had this vision... every morning...took 168... and when its like 645am...and on the expressway... listening to some monday blues songs...and i had this vision... a vision which i wanted to CHANGE my life....
somewhat...like seventeen again...i wanted to go back to my old days....change everything...change with who what i am now...i dun wanna be this... i dunno.... sometimes i LOVE my life...but to certain areas...i dun like....and anyway...i really had a serious crush...i couldnt help it... always had the feelings of approaching but then... i dun wanna be the guy who makes the 1st step...i dun wanna loose face...so maybe use some of my OLD tactics? haha anyway... i never been attach...oni dates...so maybe if i gt to date...i wanna be my date to be mine always?
haiz... why does my love life sux? i dunno.... sometimes..seeing someone flirting,dating,relationship... makes me feell sooooooo jealous... i always wanted to be treated with love and care... in relationship way..come on...family thingy...used to it...17 YEARS ALREADY...but i wanted relationship...i dun wanna be turn down by my dates like it used to be...haiz
till here my post maybe? i wanna bathe and get a good sleep...am too tired...and i hate this contact lenses...its super dry now...i hate it...i wanna change it soon!! ahha
tata tc peeps! muacks!!
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