Wednesday, 7 January 2009'♥
haiz...tomorow is the day.... for my appealing result to be approve...
9am!!
haiz....hopefully i get it!! i wanna skool...even though i've been staying home for almost a week...im soo bored and fallen into high fever again..
till now!!! haiz... juz took panadol active fast...
hopefully recovered...gonna sleep soon btw!!
so things in 2009 kinda shocking for me....trevvy irc was like useable now for me!! i could chat in it again!!
and i guess im in a crush!! 2009's crush!! and now!! all it starts with a simple word starts with and 'F'!! it has the sweetest sounds....i mean come one...that name? it aint simple to listen to haha
its crush dearies...ya'll should noe!!if eur into someone...the name...its like the sweetest thing that could be remembered....and im not gonna make maself into a one sided lurver again!
actually im gonna like burst into tears right now....listening to disappear by beyonce.... its soo touching...remembered me of my past...
in my mind right now....I MISS MY SWENSENS MATES!!! I MISS BEING IN A SKOOL... I MISS MA SECONDARY SKOOL MATES!! i guess wat people say was right...eu gonna miss eur secondary school...well for me ya...i miss everything!! the fun,the laughter,the cheating,missing lessons but i dun miss the disciplines ok!
i dunno wat came into me...i started to miss every single person i found in my love life...all the person i eva fall in love with...i cried everytime b4 sleeping... i always reflect back wats actually in me.... most of all.... i actually kept my emotions TOO MUCH.... i cried deeply,silently without noticing on 31st dec.... no one noes except for me... i talked alot...i laugh....i kept someone's secret....i wash my eyes... i act normally....happy go lucky...but actually i cried...cried alot inside... till i went home at 5am and slept..... i cried becoz of happy..at the same time...broken hearted...
i cried coz 2008 left me suddenly....cried of happines coz all my sorrows in that year was over...but it followed me till 2009 now...haiz....
i guess i continue my life this way...hopefully a relationship b4 valentines...haiz
withlove=)
~ash~
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